Happy Birthday to me (Patreon)

It's my birthday!

I can't believe I made it until now. There was so so many times I wanted to give up with life. The reason mostly about works and some is about my family.

I tell myself I am okay, there can be worse things everywhere. I tell myself please keep going, this is fine already. But deep down in me I know my soul is already broken and I can never heal it.

Everything I dreamed, gone. The life I wished, gone. The family I wanted, gone. Some people I trust in here, lied to me betrayed me and brought my cosplay passion down. But I am still here.

Your support is one of my biggest motivations to keep faith in my life and keep going. I am very grateful for having you in this journey. All the time I feel sad, I think about you guys a lot. Words can't express my feeling. Thank you so much.

I wish you can always be happy and able to do what you like, to live the way you want and acchieve what you dream.

I'm sorry that I can't bring the positive vibe to you in my bday. I'm sorry that I don't even have a nice new selfie (what people usually do in their bday, wear cute new dress, have nice dinner and good selfie). I'm on bed and using last year selfie and I don't order any cakes for me either. I hope you can forgive me about that.

I will have a fully rest today and keep going with work tomorrow. Have a wonderful weekend. I love you all ❤️