Change of plans (sorry) (Patreon)

Ok... I think I learned a lesson. As I told earlier I´m not content with chapter 20 to 23 and decided to redraw them completely. The thing is... As much as there are valid arguments to make them new and better, there is a decision to be made which is of a very philosophical nature. 

Those four chapters are connected with a time of my life in which I struggled with certain things. It came into my creative output, my outlay for plot-structure and the quality of my drawings. As I got better my art also improved. As I look back I´m in parts ashamed for my chapters of this time, and I have this urge to redo them. 

But I feel like mistakes you made can never be wiped away. Even if I redo the chapters, I still now that back then I drew them different. I can´t wipe away the fact that I was a different person then, no matter how much I´d wish for it. 

I might take the easy route here. But I think I have to force myself to be content with what I did this time. It´s not like the redraws would tell anything fundamentally different. I´d repeat myself instead of going on. And I feel like I should be satisfied that I created anything at all, because anything is better than nothing. And there will still be readers who aren´t as critical as me and can enjoy those chapters either way. 

I may sound overly dramatical now, but I´ll let those chapters remain as a memorial. I declare them to be canon after all. I´m not too proud of them, but they progress the story and still have their merrits.  

Sorry for all the confusion I caused and my changing opinions. This theme was heavy to handle and I just want it to be done with to fully concentrate with everything in front of me instead. 

However... I planned out the complete rest for book three and decided to start part 3 with a different chapter. This new chapter will hopefully be done throughout this month and be posted for 10$-Patrons. The following chapters 21, 22, 23, and 24 will be those chapters all 10$-Patrons read before, but which are canon now after all. 

For the 10$-Patrons who might be pissed that from december till march 2020 I´ll post chapters you already read I´m apologizing. I still try to add other 10$-extras as time allows it. And if you want to pause your patronage till I post completely new chapters I can understand as well. For everyone who still continues to support me I´m very thankful, because all of your help helps me in turn to spend more time to draw this story and make it as good as it can be. 

TLTR: 

I draw a new chapter 20, which I hope to finish throughout November. The following four chapters are already done and will be posted from there. I planned to redo them, but I decided to keep them canon after all.