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Hi!

Been a while. I am rested now and shall continue working on some custom content BUT, I'm gonna take it easy for a while.

(those not interested in my health problems might wanna leave now, nothing but that and ranting and complaining from here)

The truth is I have autoimmune diseases (yes, plural) and pulmonary issues (lots of repetitive laryngitis, bronchitis, pneumonias, colds and such) plus a lot of allergies (alimentary and air related/asthma, the later may or may not be related to a very smoking heavy parental background, who knows for sure) and during the winter I am more at risks of catching infections. 

Also, didn't help that I apparently sadly cannot have children. Can't bring them to term. Makes me sad and inadequate, like I'm doing something wrong (it's not lack of trying, believe me on that). My husband and I have been trying since May 2015 and I lost 3, lots of bleeding and hospital visits... My body just can't, you know. 

Yeah... So, I'm kinda demotivated by everything right now and kinda verging on "I hope I stop suffering soon" kinda mood.

I am sorry to just unleash all of that to you all, I just didn't want people to think I was gone gone but I also wanted to tell what happens in my life. 

Positive thing is my husband and I are gonna celebrate our 15 year anniversary on March 3rd so, that's good right? Been together since we were 15 and 16 years old and still going :D

Ok, I stop now, should go to bed but I wanna play a bit of Minecraft.

Night peeps and I talk to you soon!

Bye!