Thanks for the feedback (Patreon)

Thank you everyone for the feedback.

I understand that a lot of peoplel don't vibe or trust me anymore because of the inconsistency. After taking your feedback, I won't be taking a break from releasing in March.

I'm at a point where I've responded so poorly to the events in my life that I've alienated too many people and lost all trust.

I know I can't immediately or even ever gain everyone's trust back, but I will continue to film videos regardless not because I have to, but because I want to. 

In March, I was going to prefilm and release everything in April, but as a show of faith, I will be releasing what I prefilm in March for free. All content I film in March will be free and they'll come out as I film them.

This choice is mine and mine alone. I've thought on this deeply, consulted this plan with others, and I'm ultimately making this choice because this is who I am. K-Pop was my source of healing and I'm going to make it so. You can simply witness it. 

I don't like the idea that people think I'm ungrateful for where I am and my position, and I'm angry at myself that my failings have enforced that. So you can witness in real time how I'll be going about my filming, organizing my Patreon, and maintaining healthy boundaries/working on my mental health, so there is reassurance that just because I continue to film, this won't be a repeat matter.

I was going to prefilm anyway, so this isn't a big change for me, it's only a change for you.

Free March content, aka the prefilming, will then be put into the $5 FIRST tier in April as the scheduled content. Then it will get transferred into the $10 backlog groupy tier in May. But for whatever reason I don't film enough or have enough prepared for April? I will not return with a schedule in April and continue to film in April and release it for free.

No, I'm not changing plans, I didn't come to this decision lightly. I'm trying to evolve and adapt. 

So if you wish to support me during this time, that would be lovely because I still have bills to pay, but at the same time, if you wish, take the month off and enjoy my content for free. 

I'm still going to finish all the backlog uploads and fixes first. I will not begin filming until the backlog is done.

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I've been going through the worst time in my life the past few months and I'm sorry I didn't just take a break and ran a business while being emotionally and mentally compromised. I don't want my mental health to be an excuse anymore; I don't want excuses anymore.

I appreciate and am grateful for your support. It's no one's fault that I made myself mentally unhealthy. That's on me, I'm fixing it, and I'll do whatever it takes to prove it to myself.