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OK I need to be honest and make a healthy decision

I haven't eaten, I gotta eat dinner, but today's videos are late only because of I had poor time management today.

It took me seven hours just to get through my morning routine today. It was a lot of meditating and a lot of exercising. And then I had to pay bills, run errands, fix the blackpink content, and then... Suddenly it's night.

My apologies! I just really really needed a lot of time today to myself as I begin this new phase into my life.

My schedule's clear all day tomorrow so I'll get these out super early, get girl group variety content out super early, and film a few bonus drops tomorrow to make for the tardiness.

I'll make it up to you guys and I'll be dropping DINO's LeeMujin, along with a couple DINO performances, ENHYPEN bonus drops, and TAEMIN & TXT bonus drops :) I will post these after the girl group content.

I'll do my very best to have these ALL out BEFORE 8PM PST.

I was just going to stay up and film all night and go to bed late... But that's what I did last night and look where that got me today.

I don't want this cycle to keep repeating so I just need to eat dinner, go to bed early, and I'll be ready bright and early.

I'm sorry it's late, it's my fault it's late, but I will put myself first and get some sleep so that I can better perform.

I'm learning that sometimes it's OK to put myself first. I have become so obsessed with satisfying people's requests (I'll admit that BLACKPINK fix was because I saw a DM and I wanted to fix it for them when really I should have added it to my calendar and queue the task) that it keeps making poor use of my time; especially when I tire myself out.

I've been studying a lot of leadership skills over the past month and I realize I have never ran this Patreon the right way and always put the People first when I should have put myself before that.

I'm gonna rest.

Let's go wild tomorrow, please enjoy the videos I put out tonight though!

Comments

Gabrielle Renae

Please don't apologize or feel bad for taking a day for yourself or just focusing on being healthy in any manner. You guys always get us the content even if it's not exactly on time. You guys do so much for us. So it's okay if it's not exactly perfect. if you're a type A person like myself, it might really drive you crazy that you didn't get it all done. However, it is okay to not complete it on the day that you thought you should have and could have. We know you've got us and we also have you. It is also the end of the year which is holiday season; even if you don't participate, it's everywhere. So just take your time and don't feel bad.

SapphireRain

Yes, please take good care of yourself! We are here because of you. We want you to be happy and healthy, and not overworking yourself!

Guru

For real I don't think anything makes me happier than seeing people work on boundaries and communication 🥺 Proud of you 👍

Sami Casingal

Honestly I can’t complain. I respect you for that. Though it’s slightly different for me because I’m a student and have homework and projects and stuff, I feel like I neglect my well-being by procrastinating which leads me to fit things in at the last second which further leads me to get less sleep (because I have to fit in some free time into my packed schedule, you know? I can’t live a day without some free time. I forcefully shove it into my packed schedule if I have to) and/or skip a meal or just eat super late. I’m glad you’re prioritizing yourself and your well-being because overworking yourself in addition to neglecting yourself is not fun or healthy as I know that very well from firsthand experience. Thanks for all you do PD! <3

Elizabeth Young

Please go enjoy some dinner and get some good sleep! We appreciate all your hard work, but we’re glad that you recognized the need to prioritize taking care of yourself.

Anonymous

No need to apologize: prioritize yourself over new content! I feel like when you are in a good place that also reflects on the content you create so by taking time for your own wellbeing you are actually taking the first step to continue creating awesome content !!

Winter Rian ~

Please don‘t film any bonus drops to make up for it PD. The amount of bg/gg variety this month is already too much to handle as it is now. I‘d rather be happy if the rest of this weeks schedule aswell as the promised Kulture Studies are dropping on time. Filming bonus drops will only take away the time you‘d need to manage the rest of the schedule.

Marco Gennuso

Don’t overwork yourself, sir! You do soooooooo much already! The anticipation and looking forward to what’s coming is just as exciting as the content itself. Eat well, sleep well! 💪🏻

WiseSmellyLegs

I totally respect you have to put yourself first, I just have to mention something… Episode 5 of BABYMONSTER Last Evaluation is missing. I got asked in the comment section if I still have it downloaded. I feel bad to provide it without your permission, so I am telling you here to let you know whether it is okay or if you can upload it on your own. Thank you!

inaya

stay healthy pd! don't overwork yourself!!

m.

please don't apologize for things out of your control. i just wanted to let you know that for gose, 65 through 67 are connected it would be better to film those at once. please take care of yourself pd!

Jasmine sumner

It's ok to take breaks PD and rest. This months content is insane. I'm so excited. But always remember to take breaks when you need, drink plenty of water, take time to meditate, take some time to unwind and relax. You deserve it pd. You work so hard every month to give us all this content. You and Blair deserve some time to rest whenever. With my autism I can get quite overwhelmed with stuff and my ADHD. But unwinding and having a relaxing day off to plan out stuff and get everything together and having a nice bath really helps me. Thank you for this months drops. Lately I've been in a bit of a dark tunnel and your videos always get me though the day. The excitement, the reactions, your thoughts on comebacks and the depth you go into is very interesting and exciting. I can't wait for the listing party's, kulture studies and award shows. This months gonna be crazy. Also take whatever time off you need for Christmas as well. I hold you and Blair have an amazing Christmas this year. And everyone else here too I hope you have the best Christmas. Take care everyone. I'll be grabbing my popcorn this month indeed for the drops

Claire Ramey

Hello, Sorry to comment that here. I'm not sure where to do that. But I had questions about the tiers. Are you going to stop the early access for dramas/animes? We've been getting 3 episodes per drama/anime per month. So I was wondering if it was better to drop the Autumn tier? Anyway, thank you for the schedule and all the work you've done. Take care of yourself and have a nice day.

Sunny

I would be really happy if you just follow this month schedule and drop the things on time and don't have to re-schedule things. That would be great.

Isabella

I've been thinking about this possibility for a while now, it would make it so much better!

Lia

i wonder if treasure map is coming out too...rest well<33

melinaxr_

heyy maybe you could react to the seventeen comeback special!!

Doyoungismyult

Just wondering if these are still coming out today or will it be tomorrow now? I am looking forward to them.