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Hello everyone it's ya boi

So after much long thought, I will be taking a forced mental health break in May.

I did not arrive at this conclusion lightly and even now I'm nervous even making this post.

But this is my post letting anyone who needs to cancel their Patreon subscriptions for the month of May if you're solely here for content! I will be on a flight in a few days and so it doing refunds will be difficult for a few days.

I will be making a video on my plans for June & July, AFTER I film LE SSERAFIM's new YT video.

For those who may be wondering:

  • Yes I will film and post LE SSERAFIM's listening party before I leave Korea.
  • Yes I will finish BABY MONSTER EP 8 before my hiatus.
  • There will be SOME bonus drops in May.

I'll be posting the May schedule on May 3rd 00:00 UTC/9AM KST. These videos will all be based on whatever I filmed May 1 - 2. I'm filming LE SSERAFIM anyway so I am choosing to push myself the last two days of my stay in Korea.

Please note that the bonus drops I will offer this month are absolutely not a way to keep you guys paying for the month of May. Please return in June, I don't want y'all spending X amount of money because of ONE video. Ultimately, it's your own money so the decision is on you, but I just feel guilty is all. The bonus drops I'll be offering in May are purely as a "thank you" to those who are sticking around.

The month of May will be a mental health break for me and after May 2 I will be doing no filming the rest of the month. I will make one official return for SEVENTEEN's F*ck My Life MV but that's it. I will be releasing prefilmed YT reactions every Tuesday on YT though.

So if you choose to continue your patronage into the next month, it will be in support of my rest and I thank you in advance for any who are staying. For those who aren't, I absolutely take ZERO offense. It's your money, I get it. I do not see you pausing your May patronage as not supporting my mental health--instead looking out for your own.

ZEROBASEONE's Gyuvin said it best: To love someone is a difficult thing as it takes time and energy. You may not have the time or the energy to support me this coming month and I just wanted to say that I understand.

With that in mind, I need to take this break. And as much as my brain really really wants to film, my body is begging me to stop. It's begging me to rest. And so I'm choosing to finally give it what it wants.

I have a big summer coming up, now even more big than I ever imagined.

Starting in June I may be making my return to live streaming and I will be doing (some) reactions live on a first party streaming platform. I can't say the platform yet or release details as we are still in discussions, but it is a major first party platform and they specifically want me to do reactions live.

I can go into details further in a later video which I will release with my May bonus drop schedule.

But because of this, I have a lot of things to organize and plan and I will need the proper rest to take this on.

FOR NOW, June is scheduled as a "healing content" month and July we will be back with our full, yes our FULL schedule.

Once again I'm sorry I never took a real break before and we had to arrive at a situation like this.

As for my June & July plans, it will require more details and a video so that will be posted May 2~3.

I just wanted to fully announce my hiatus before the Patreon charge cycle resets.

Thank you for always supporting my journey. I promise to come back rested, healed, and ready to finally show you all my real and best self!

With love,

HYUK PD

Comments

Noem

Have a healing break PD! ❤️

_Dani.Lynn_

Take care of yourself PD! You have my full support. 🩷

Anonymous

Have a good rest. You deserve and need it. I will be one of the ones sticking around. I have so much of your archive I still want to watch, I’m sure I’ll only make a small dent before you’re already back. And I’m super excited to hear live streams might be coming back!! watching random kpop with you is always the best!

LoLo

Have a good rest and take care of yourself! Thank you for the heads up - I will probably have to dip out for May because i'm poor as hell lol but I'll be back in June! Take care!!

sunnyside

totally makes sense pd! i was actually sort of expecting it, or maybe hoping you would do this. shit's been rough lately. it's good to know when to tap out, and i really think that's something you've gotten better on this year! i sincerely hope you know how much you've improved communication-wise this year. life gets hard and sometimes a break is needed! i'm really glad (and a little proud?) that you're able to recognize when you need to take that time and being open and honest about it ahead of time.

Rohsyeons

thank you for letting us know and i hope you have a wonderful may!

Isabella N.

congrats on finally allowing yourself to take a real break, PD!! i’m not sure yet if i’ll maintain my current tier for the month of may (you still have a lot of content i want to rewatch/catch up on so i might go back up to this tier, but your hiatus could also motivate me to focus better and improve in my own life), but i do plan on sticking around as at least a support tier patron. either way, excited to see you after your rest this summer, jaehyuk!!

Lex.

I am proud of you for putting yourself first. Enjoy your break

Gabrielle Renae

It takes a lot to know when you need a break and to step away. Whatever you need to do for yourself to keep being healthy in every way possible, take it. I'll be one of the ones staying because I really love certain listening parties or reactions. So it may not be new content but it doesn't matter. I love a rewatch. Stay safe and healthy. Clear your head. Whatever you need to do. We'll be here to support you.

Anonymous

Take care of yourself. Thank you for the content thus far. Enjoy your month off!

yayasiimsx

REST WELL PD MAKE SURE YOUR FULLY RESTED FOR ZB1 DEBUT IN JULY!

memewei

i'm so happy you are taking a rest pd!! do what you want!! dont think of it as a forced mental break, you were just meant to rest and you have come so far without taking a breather. we understand, and we will continue to support u! love u pd! ps. skz's trailer drop absolutely demolished me,, not that ive seen it but the captures on twitter were unavoidable... BANG CHAN LOOKS SO GOOD

kasey

rest well pd! enhypens comeback is on may 22 so when you get back in june there should be a lot of content for u to enjoy!

laura

I'm glad you're finally taking that rest you've been needing for a while. Taking care of yourself is the most important thing in the world so you have my full support - I'll be sticking around for this month. Also! I am super hyped for that Le Sserafim comeback tomorrow, can't wait for your reactions. The possibility of livestreams coming back this summer is exciting as well, definitely looking forward to that :) With all that being said; Have a good rest PD🫶🏻

a k

Glad to see you're taking a break. Make sure to make the most out of that rest! I might have to cancel subscription on June but I'll need to see the plan before finalizing that. Hope you and Blaire come back mentally stronger and refreshed in June or July! :D

Melody

PD I’m a summer tier, have you thought about offering fall tier content to keep the patreons though this hiatus?

채채즈

Hope you got enough rest PD, I'll be waiting for your return. Also, LSRF will have a comeback show tomorrow at 7 PM KST so the comeback performances will be available not long after too.

Jade

I'm always going to stay even if you don't give content PD! (although i do love the content 🫠 Not sure if you're planning you're bonus drops but there's a new commentary episode of Boy's Planet if you wanna watch that it's only an hour and i think nicely wraps up BP so that we can get into ZB1 content after July (when they're debuting!) Also love how much you like that Gyuvin quote it really did change my perspective on things.

Rebecca Le Minh

I am happy you're finally taking a break. Everyone usually can get a real break at their job and the fact that you've never probably rested until now is crazy. I hope despite the move and all that you need to do, you'll get time to heal and do what you like!! Also feel free to update us on life or ask for comfort if you want to, we'll be glad to know how you're doing - except of course if you want to be detached from work completely which we will understand too🫶 See you!

daniel

will anime club continue being posted, or will that halt too?

SB

Take all the time you need 💖

Sandy Cai

Do whats best for you PD! Rest well! Hoping you would check out Seungmin and Han's Lee Mujin Service and SKZ trailer for their 3rd full album 5-star. Please look forward to their comeback this coming June 2. I guess its a perfect timing for your comeback too. hihi. Take Care!

eli_nhdoaek

Take your time! Im not taking my subscription off, it would be such a waste since I've been watching your content for 2 years already. Side Question: I was planning on rewatching iLand episodes but it says that it's not available anymore? Is there a way we can access it or is it forever gone? Thanks!

JoY

No problem enjoy your time off I'm sorry but I was actually only able to stay this month but I'll try to see you in June. Get your rest and you as well blaire.💜

Ceyda Nur

See you in June

Lourdes R.

I'm looking forward to seeing your rested, healed, real, best self!!! I'm looking forward to the day where you just say with confidence and peace that you are GOING to take a break, instead of that you HAVE to take a break. The body is a wonderful part of our self, and beautiful moments are created in life when we work with it instead of against it. If we deny or push away what our body tells us, it's going to be like a push & pull game: after much effort and exhaustion from both parts, one will fall. But when we work together with our body, is like sailing smoothly as one: there's a common direction, there's harmony, there's reassurance, peace of mind 💜 This May's break is a great decision 👏 Your whole self thanks you: you're doing great 🙌 I still have a lot of posts to catch up on, so I have more than enough for May 🤭 I Hope that instead of guilt or pressure, you feel at ease with the decision; not just for me, but for lots of us and for yourself 🥰

Antonia Grimaldi

hi pd, hope you enjoy your free time! I leave you the concept trailer of enhypen's comeback, so you can see for yourself, it's really genius https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G89zYm30v1M

Emily

Have a good break pd!! You’ll be fully back just in time for ZB1’s debut in July!

Rebecca Le Minh

I think it's probably part of the Vimeo hosting issue ; PD is looking into ways to set up their own space to upload the videos that are not available but that will probably not be before a few months😊

kasey

omg pd i’m so happy you’re taking a break!! if you’re looking for recommendations for the may bonus drops u mentioned, I BEGGGG OF U TO CHECK OUT ENHYPENS CONCEPT TRAILER LMAO PLEASE❤️❤️❤️ as a producer i am excited to hear your feedback on it! https://youtu.be/G89zYm30v1M

izzy

see you in june for the stray kids comeback yeah!

Idkmybffki

Have a great break PD! Also, not sure if you got a ticket to the Suga/Agust D tour, but we have to find a way to get you to the LA or Oakland show since you’ll be beach in the states for them. It was absolutely amazing & I think it would be a major dopamine and mental health boosting event for you. Not to make content or anything from but just to enjoy yourself!

Western Spy

Hey PD, I wish you luck for your break! Hopefully you get a well-earned rests. If you are still looking for things to watch for your bonus breaks though I would really really suggest Enhypen's new comeback trailer, it's GENUINELY next level no spoilers but it's 8 MINUTES LONG. I'd be so excited to hear your takes on it but once again take all the time off you need. <3

Anonymous

Hi PD, have a nice break! If you find the time before or after your break, for one of your bonus drops, I highly recommend watching ENHYPEN's concept trailer. The cinematography for this one is insane!

Anonymous

Please enjoy your break with no guilt or whatever! It’s a very well deserving rest which was long overdue. See you soon 🤍

Malaki.H

Hope you have a nice break PD! I am going to use this month to catch up on all the content i missed the last 2 months 🙃

Ani Hernández

Hi PD!! How are you? I'm so sorry for bothering you with this!! I don't know if i can solve this but I thought i would reach out! I cancelled my patreon sub for the month of may since i'm a little short on money and thought i would come back in june or july. I get charged on the 1st of the month so patreon said they would charge me again on May 1st for the month renewal. In the morning of May 1st in Mexico, where I live, the first thing i did was cancel the subscription but later on in the day i got charged 😅 i think I cancelled it too late!! The thing is I thought about it and I was like that's fine, I'll stay in may too and catch up on older reactions but now I can´t access the patreon since i "cancelled it" even tho the charge is done!! I don't know if I can gain access again or if it's easier to refund the payment, that's fine too, I was already planning on coming back in july anyways but now i'm kinda stuck jaja. (my account was linked to this email: anaisahdezi@gmail.com) Thanks for everything you do!! I´ll look forward to receiving your reply :)

Liv

You can also dm PD directly for refunds, they check that more often 👍

ian

Hi PD if you'd like to react to ITZY for a bonus drop I def recommend watching them on Coin Karaoke Idols. It's become the most viewed episode of the series https://youtu.be/ejaMcTHIYSc

veryferal

Hi PD! I joined Patreon this month to show you support as you take this time to rest. You've spent so much of your own time and energy bringing us content over the years and even though it's impossible to repay you for that, hopefully subscribing is a small way I can say thank you and support you in taking time for yourself to focus on healing. You've more than earned it and should be proud of yourself for recognizing the need for a break and taking the steps necessary to make that break happen.Sending lots of love and light to you and Blaire!

danny

Are you going to react to Jisoo’s bside All Eyes On Me? She also did a couple YouTube variety shows like Youngji and there’s 2 Inkigayo Flower performances I was hoping you’d react to

Anonymous

Hey PD! I've been a long-time Youtube viewer and I just support this month for the first time to help support your mental health break! Take it easy and rest well, try not to worry so much about the channel, I hope you have a healing month! <3

sdixnx

does anyone know if the older drama club videos are still available or they're unvailable due to vimeo,, im considering subscribing to the autumn tier to watch some older kdramas like flower of evil but i'm not sure if the links still work 🤔

Jasmine sumner

does anyone know if there are yt drops today and what time, cause its already been 9am kst

Olaf

the old drama clubs are completely gone, with some random episodes available, like a few Hotel del Luna on googledrive, but mostly gone thanks to Vimeo only the new ones are readily available.

jiminycricket

If you’re still taking some “healing” requests, the most healing for me are pet videos so here’s some below Chenle’s dog daegal https://youtu.be/etCW6y3dsU4 Ten’s relay cam in the old dorm with the WayV pets (also ten just got another cat lol) https://youtu.be/EG4wXgEw2QY

Liv

Mijoo Live Stage for Movie Star gave me chills!! https://youtu.be/zzrlXwNNbdwAnd here is 1theK suit dance https://youtu.be/jNndnJ6B2B4 I’m so happy she’s getting to showcase her talents as an idol she was meant to be on stage and I can’t get enough of this song!!!

Liv

MIJOO SOLO DEBUT UNDER ANTENNA!!! MOVIE STAR - https://youtu.be/iSUSSjw3RVc this was just WOW I love this for Mijoo but also it’s a beautiful MV and such a GREAT SONG

Winter Rian ~

It kinda sucks we'll probably never see reactions to most of the recent comebacks during the past few weeks :/

Rey

Hi PD! when you are better and if you have the time after the hiatus, could you react to Enhypen's comeback?

_Dani.Lynn_

I'm sure he will at some point. Some of the groups that have had CB's are some of his favorites. It will probably be some time though.

Anonymous

the only comeback i care abt is enhypens honestly... pls add it to ur list!! i would rly love to see it. but hope youre doing well and taking care of yourself

Massin Adélaïde

Hi Pd ! Hope you're doing alright :) I've noticed that more and more patreon's videos are "disappearing" (it says that they don't exist anymore) like all i-land reactions or some listening party like the Stray Kids Noeasy one. I just wanted you to know in case you didn't. I hope you can find a solution, i really loved these videos Rest well and see you soon <3

SyrupEatingPancake

Hi PD :) I was wondering if you would ever be interested in checking out a medical drama. Dr Romantic(낭만닥터 김사부) is currently airing its third season, and it's one of my favorite k-dramas ever. It's a medical drama that focuses more on the act of saving people rather than romance and other topics - it's a show that makes you think a lot about your own morals. It's very good & has quite a large, consistent viewership in Korea, I definitely recommend it!

danny

hi PD! are you planning on reacting to any Jisoo solo content? She did promotion on Youngji, Park Myungsoo, and she has 2 inkigayo stages for Flower and a performance video. I also thought you said you’d react to All Eyes on Me.

freddie

Hi PD! I recently watched Lee Mujin Service with Han (stray kids) and wanted to throw that out as a bonus rec for when you eventually do Skz comeback reactions. I just love his voice and the covers he chose are so so good <33 Looking forward to your June videos!

Bettina Gabrielle Chan (edited)

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2023-06-06 18:54:34 hopefully you're reacing to SPICY by aespa and the MY WORLD album! they are both so amazing and would love to hear your thoughts on it! hopefully all is well PD <333
2023-06-02 06:55:01 hopefully you're reacing to SPICY by aespa and the MY WORLD album! they are both so amazing and would love to hear your thoughts on it! hopefully all is well PD <333

hopefully you're reacing to SPICY by aespa and the MY WORLD album! they are both so amazing and would love to hear your thoughts on it! hopefully all is well PD <333

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2023-06-06 18:54:34 please react to this TXT's Idol Theather: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dk0a6pQW-Bs&amp;t=987s
2023-06-03 11:56:16 please react to this TXT's Idol Theather: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dk0a6pQW-Bs&t=987s

please react to this TXT's Idol Theather: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dk0a6pQW-Bs&t=987s