a confession (Patreon)

There is a massive trigger warning of suicide and self harm for this. But i know people have been wondering “Where is YG treasure box and good girl” and I needed to be honest why I’ve been AWOL for a few days. I promise I’ll upload it in a few days.

But I also wanted to add: it was hard for me to reveal our financial hardships like this, but I want you all to know how much I truly TRULY do appreciate you all.

COVID ravaged my family and every single one of you Patrons are keeping my family off the streets right now.

I always get anxiety on the 1st of every month thinking “what if people decided they hate me and left my Patreon”. It makes me physically sick how much I worry because I’m taking care of 4 other lives. But you all have supported us so much, it means the world to me. Thank you all. I’m sorry for letting you all down like this. I can’t promise it’ll be the last time, but I’ll genuinely try my best to make it the last time.

*Note: We got some donations and I need to make it clear: Please do not donate or send money because of this video. Don’t even join Patreon because of this video. It feels like leveraging my mental health for money. I WILL BE OKAY. Whether you send us donations or not, I will be okay. I did not succumb to my mental relapse because “we don’t have enough money”, it’s because the pressure of taking care of 4 grown adults entire lives was too great.

If you feel inclined to donate just because you want to that’s fine. If you want to join our Patreon cus you want to support or get more content that’s fine. But please don’t do it it if you feel like I’m going to hurt myself if you don’t. I love you guys and that’s not how I want your support. But thank you to everyone who has and still does support us.