New Year, a New Update, 2024 is what year it is :3 (Patreon)

Hello everyone *hug* as always I'm sorry for me not being around much lately, but I'm slowly but surely making some strides in regard to mental health, there's more doctors I need to see and therapists(not looking forward to that one), and it's my hope that I can get a hold of, myself, my self hatred that runs so deep, at some point I wanna do a video called "Are video games not fun anymore? Or is it just crippling depression." might be fun :3.  Anywho, I have some goals for this year, slowly but surely I will start streaming again on a somewhat regular basis, that will help me ease back into the video side of things, as right now the first step is refinding my voice, which is kinda hard when you don't like talking to begin with xD.   Some work in progress stuff, GM on Sleeping Dogs, Donkey Kong 64, with DK64 so many people have already talked about the subject at this point, but I'm starting to not really give a shit about that, it really bothered me in the past as I wouldn't cover certain subjects cause I didn't wanna step on anyones toes, if that makes any sense, but plenty of people have stepped on my toes so that politeness is out the window, I'll just do whatever I want. I do have a slight issue where I can't record any dk64 footage atm, so I have none to work with, dumb roadblock with the video,  As for the next Bullshit Creepypasta Storytime, I'd like to do some none creepypasta stuff first, lure the average viewer into a false sense of security thinking I"ll never do one again and just spring it randomly :3. Spooky Fingerpuppet Ghost Month is a go for this year, gotta make up for last year.  As we get into March and April I'll be able to start putting things into motion, I'll do the new PC during one of those months, and we'll ease back into this.  I, can't express how thankful I am that there's anyone still here watching, I was terrified that if I took time to work on my stupid brain that you would all leave, I Have abandonment issues, thank you for understanding, and sticking by Captain Depression, as I like to call myself sometimes. As always, if anyone has any questions, hit me up, rarely does anyone do that xD. Also two people haven't been able to get their merch still and I would very much like it if they could get that, cause, come on D:. I'll be updating designs and stuff as a side note, but captain depression is going to escape from the window, I look forward to returning to you all, in a, video capacity, and when all is said and done, we shall rule Youtube :3. or continue to be a very obscure part of it, that we rule over :D.  Have a lovely day or night, I love you all, and thank you for everything, my brain is a whirlwind of bullshit, but you're still here, usually people just leave I don't know how to emote, thank you :'3 <3