Trying to make it.. (Patreon)

It’s late and I woke up to go potty but couldn’t help but think…

Being given the simple rule of “ask to use the bathroom and do not leave this bed until I say you can” it didn’t seem like a big deal. Some nights the rule led to an embarrassing amount of help from holding my hand and helping me potty to a simple and sleepy yes you can go. But tonight wasn’t the same, waking up with the urge to pee hitting suddenly after a dream I gently tap their arm and ask “Daddy can I please go to the bathroom?” as I start to sit up to leave the bed I hear silence. Maybe he just didn’t hear me, my whisper gets a little louder as I ask again. Still silence, I have no idea that he’s lying there listening to my polite and quiet question slowly become a begging and desperate plead, I’m shaking his arm a little now and feeling myself lay down again to better cross my legs. But it feels inevitable and I can’t help but realize even if he said yes I don’t know how I’d make it to the bathroom now. That small helpless trickle starts as I’m begging to use the potty and getting no response. The trickle has become a full out accident beyond my control and the humiliation of having an accident not only just in my bed but the same one he’s in is too much. Teary eyed I shift myself question of using the potty to a defeated admission of wetting the bed. Suddenly he’s up and scolding me for not following a simple rule to ask and reminding me just how much I had begged and whined to wear panties to bed and swore up and down I was a big girl. Sitting there in my own accident and absolutely clueless to the fact that he caused it and heard every moment of what happened and too focused on how he’s up and changing the sheets.. but not before grabbing a diaper. Girls like me just can’t be trusted to make it to the potty even when given the chance right?

(Okay I’m sleepy and just having dreamy daddy thoughts and wanted to share but it’s the middle of the night so I’m saying sorry in advance if some of this doesn’t make sense haha)