Some thoughts (Patreon)

I posted this on twitter but I want to share it with you all.

You all know that my patreon is not going too well, but I'm going finish the comic anyway, and later I will judge if I should continue with the 2º part or close my patreon.  But suddenly, a disaster happened this morning: 

I was having many payment declines. I down from 560$ to 350$ at month. And I though: 'wow, since I have to draw 4 comic pages for my patrons every month, I'll get less than 100 dollar for each comic page'. That situation is gonna broke me. 

I though: what I'm doing bad? probably people lost the interest in the comic. I've been too pretentious trying to draw a long comic, with too much character development and many fetiches merged together. The hourglass was a risky movement. Probably the sex scene is boring.

I was planning to say nothing about this. I would draw full week, just to have time to draw more commissions and earn enough money to live. I just want to keep my patreon open at least until the end of What a twist!  And suddenly... 

And suddenly I see a tweet about Patreon saying that the cause of the payment declines is due a faitule in their payment method.   Wow Patreon, really? thanks for being so frustrating, for artists and patrons.  

Well, as you know I don't usually write about those things: frustration, problems... but I need to share those thoughts with you all.   Also big thanks to my patrons and commissioners. You can't imagine how happy you make me feel. Thanks to you my job is my passion. 

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