Antonella - Inner Thoughts (Patreon)

“I think this one… looks good,” I said as I tried on one of the bikinis I bought for myself. I had invested a lot of money buying bikinis lately, but haven't had a chance to try them on properly.

I took off the one I was currently wearing to try the last one I haven't worn yet, a pink bikini with floral details that I had really liked. The store had sold it to me with two extra strapless tops.

I stared at myself in front of the mirror, doing different poses "Wow! This is definitely the one that suits me the best!" I said with my tail "Maybe too well... it might draw a lot of attention..." I said with my main head, as if answering myself .

I backed away and sat on the chair in my room, wondering whether I should use it in public.

“Maybe I could use it for a pool party.” “Maybe if Sophie and Lucy invites me…” “I should ask them.” “Doesn't Jessica have a vacation home with a pool?” "I think so, if she plans something I could use this bikini there." "But certainly not at a public beach." "Oh no, never in public."

In my mind, my two brains debated each option, as if I was chatting with myself. I like to say that having an extra brain is like having the devil and angel talking to you on your shoulders. Just in my case they always agree with you… or at least most of the time.

Gradually the subject drifted in my mind. "I think Jessica's noses would bleed if she saw me looking this sexy." "Although Sophie and Lucy would have a more exaggerated reaction." "I'm sure they would even want to kiss me." "Which of the three of them would be a better kisser?" "Jessica certainly, she has practiced a lot with herself." "Well, it's not as if Sophie and Lucy haven't kissed each other." "True… it makes me curious..." "Anyways, Jessica is not the only one who practices that way.”

Before I knew it, my faces were face to face and I was staring myself in the eyes. "There's nothing wrong with enjoying a casual kiss, right?" It was the last thought that crossed my mind at the same time my lips touched.

Any internal debate was immediately erased at the sensation, the kiss that was planned to be something quick and casual stretched out in time. My arms began to move almost instinctively to caress my body. What reason did I have to stop? I just hope my bikini survives until the summer.