*Important, read ENTIRE post* -- Why I'm Scared (Patreon)

Ok you guys,

I've been telling you secretly here that I want to quit mukbangs but I don't know how plus I'm scared to. Especially my top tier levels, I've shown you a lot of horrible health results and vlogs about my body and things happening to me, signs I can't keep eating SHIT...

BUT ya'll know that people watch me for eating shit.... it's the joy, the pleasure, the curiosity, and the entertainment factor--- to see me eat naughty delicious food and get fat from it.

All of you keep saying "we don't watch you for eating, we watch you for the entertainment!!!" And I believe you guys when you say that... I see that in my youtube comments very often...

BUTTTTTT, how many youtube comments do I go on average? 3,000? 4,000? 5,000 on a popular video?? What percent of people is 4,000 out of 200,000 views on a given upload?? Like 2 percent of everybody.

Regardless, I tried giving it a try last night... Doing a mukbang style with Orlin, but not eating it, just entertaining them. 

This is what happened:

Photo #1:

The Views went down, 

The click-through impressions went down

The view duration  wend down (how long they are watching the video) 

Photo #2:

This is a graph that youtube shows me for the last 1 week of uploads. I am consistent in view count every day. Then yesterday day, you can see that the graph drops down by over 100,000 views!! This is because videos FEED off of each other. If a video performs well, youtube recommends old videos of mine to the same viewers. If the video performs poorly, Youtube doesn't recommend old videos to them as a result. It's a snowball affect and that's how an algorithm works. You must continue to produce good content to help spread the old content. 

I just looked through my analytics and I got over 300 comments of people saying "he didn't eat, not worth watching," or "save your time people, he doesn't eat." or "this is unsatisfying to watch your food sit there getting cold."

I have A LOT of food perverts watching me. It probably makes up half of my audience if I were to guess. Yes, crazy ass fucker who wanna watch somebody sit down and chew food on camera. So weird. Again, I understand that most people here are here for ME and who I am as a PERSON, as well as just the entertainment factor... but I hope this shows you ya'll are the minority, and that's what scares me... I feel trapped in a job that required me to be sick.... But it is what it is and it's the genre I chose.... 

Have you noticed that every-time I do a funny skit, troll, acting, new story line, there is STILL lots of eating involved?? I HAVE to combine the two elements for success. 

Anyways, thought I'd share this.

Every time I go LIVESTREAM on here people are begging me to just "stop eating" or "just eat healthy food." I also keep saying in my vlogs, "YOU GUYS I FEEL LIKE I'M GONNA DIE OMG UGHH I WANNA STOP SO SO BADLY!!" But let me tell you guys..... it's not that simple..... because youtube WILL punish me if I quit eating name-brand clickable JUNK that humans are fucking addicted to seeing and that ADVERTISERS are controling. Don't you think fast food brands who put money into youtube are also having their own junk food pushed in the algorithm??? Absolutely. It incentives them to keep spending money into youtube ads.... UGH. Changing a genre is very very difficult and most youtubers can't pull it off. 

I'm on day 2 of my juice cleanse and my goal was to do 7 days. IDK if I can make it without killing my brand. 

I'll be uploading yesterday's "day 1" video for you guys later today.

Thanks for reading and wish me luck . :(