Merry Christmas Eve Letter (Patreon)

Hello everybody,

As you know from my video last night, I've been super gloomy and depressed. A shit ton of stuff going on with family behind the scenes and I've been a nervous wreck. I've developed extreme anxiety. That's basically why I had a meltdown last night in the video (not acting, no clickbait, real tears... 😭 )

I'm feeling slightly better today but definitely not "good." Orlin has been helping me cope. 

I wanted to wish you all a fantastic Christmas Eve... I know it might already be Christmas for those in Europe or Asia.... MERRY CHRISTMAS! 

You guys mean so much to me... Without your support, and without having this small little family where I can open myself up to fully, I probably wouldn't quit youtube by now. You guys are my rock and you're there for me through thick and thin, no matter what drama or mischief I get myself into. For that, I'm forever grateful.

Thank you & be safe 🎄