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Published:
2020-10-17 16:41:44
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2021-09

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Day 4 of extreme mental disease. I might have orlin take away my phone today. Paranoid and anxious beyond rational understanding. Fearful. Stressed. Sleeping poorly. Fuck

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Anonymous

I hope you get well! ❤️

Anonymous

I'm so sorry you're feeling this way. Please treat yourself kindly.

Anonymous

Been there, done that. Feel better soon ❤️❤️❤️

Anonymous

get well soon <3

Anonymous

Sorry to hear that Nick. Hope you start to feel better and pray you find peace.

Anonymous

Maybe take a nice warm shower and pamper yourself. Maybe go to a sauna if they’re open? Do the whole shebang 🧖‍♀️with cucumbers on ur eyes n stuff

Anonymous

Oh no Nik....I’m so sorry you’re going through this. Just remember that there are people who love and support you. The world is full of bad and evil...we just need to try and find the good in it. Sending you lots of love and positive thoughts your way ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Anonymous

Give yourself a break and get some relief. We love you and don't ever want you geeling like this

Anonymous

I'm so sorry you're not feeling well.. life can be so exhausting.. for sure no phone and just relax. Maybe a movie day with Orlin??

Anonymous

Yes. Give him your phone. Unplug and recenter yourself. I hope you find some peace.

Anonymous

Take care of yourself! We are here for you. ❤️

Anonymous

Sounds like a good idea. You have too much on your mind, more than most. Try and clear your head a little if you possibly can. Love you both ❤️❤️❤️

Anonymous

It’s probably not a bad idea to disconnect from all the social media and emails and stuff for a little bit. Give him the phone and take care of yourself first. You matter more than pleasing everyone else. I hope you feel better soon ❤️❤️❤️

Anonymous

I'm right there with you, trying to remember and think of ♡a better day♡ hang in there and do something nice for yourself today 😸

Anonymous

And don't forget you are loved by sooo many 💕

LIISA

Aw love, hang in there. Find things you enjoy to bring you a smile and yes get of the socials. Mercury is in retrograde that also gives a lot of people mood changes.

Anonymous

I hope u feel better 🥰😘😘 im from trinidad and tobago will u ever visit??

Anonymous

YouTube seems so much more up beat. do you have a favorite platform? Does patron make you sad? Hang in there.

Anonymous

I hope you feel better soon! Please take care of yourself. Try to relax today❤️.

Anonymous

So sorry I hope you get to feeling better 💞

Anonymous

Please feel better

Anonymous

Nick, I really recommend unplugging from your phone for the day. Find things that really bring you joy. If the weather is nice, get some fresh air. When I'm feeling like this, one of the best things is to talk to someone who will listen. Not someone who is ready to respond and suggest things, but just to listen and be with you. Maybe Orlin can do that for you. I'm sending you all the light and love I can in order to let you know you're not alone. Also, keep doing your deep breathing. It helps with the anxiety in the moment.

Anonymous

Take a youtube break maybe? Hope you feel better soon.

Anonymous

ur a fighter nik!! u got this 🤍

Anonymous

Maybe a walk too. Get some fresh air into them lungs and recenter yourself. Thinking of you ❤❤❤❤

Anonymous

Nick, self care is so important..... get some rest, you have a lot of people who love and care about you cheering you on and supporting you in whatever you need to do! We love you! Sending you white light to heal and give you comfort. ❤️❤️❤️

Anonymous

I really hope you're doing okay! I hope you know your videos always cheer me up and that's so important to me cause I have borderline and depression. I hope you know that your existence is so needed and that your comedy is so stupid funny 😂 you always make me smile! I'm so sorry you feel like poop. Just know that you make a difference in people's lives. You have been my only saving grace for the last few months and I appreciate you!

Anonymous

Love love love you!!! Sending positive vibes your way! Xoxo

Anonymous

It's a fight and it is hard but if you stay focused on treating your illness it will get better. It just takes time. Hope you feel better soon ❤️

Anonymous
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Can you imagine a spa reaction video from Nik.. lol.. I'm here for it

Anonymous

You are burning the candle at both ends. Your mind and body need to rest. You will be more efficient and effective if you do! You got the Nik! ❤❤

Anonymous

Try to stay positive! I know it’s easier said than done but try not to over think. Try to rest and take time for yourself, you work so hard! We’re always here for you! 💕

Anonymous

Yea Nick u are strong u got this!! Sometimes u do need a break from ur phone it helps. Love u hope u feel better soon!!! Thoughts and prayers 🙏❣️

Anonymous

Try and breath , when I feel like that I lay down in bed in a dark room and listen to soothing music and try and sleep it off. I know it sounds cheesy, but for me this helps. It prevents me from fainting and. Having vasovagal attcks 😬😬😬 they are scary but this method stops my involuntary reaction to stress and helps me self sooth. I wish you the best ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ Truest love your show and I’m rooting for you

Anonymous

if you feel you need to take a break, you should. if it's already this bad you don't want to get to a point where your body or mental state forces you to drop everything--that will be so much more harmful. your health is most important so do what you need to for YOU and you alone. all of your supporters will always be here for you no matter what 💗 love you nick -- stay strong.

Anonymous

Get out the house even if it’s just for a ride and see people. Try to hunt down a type of an exotic food and get that shit eat it naked with your hubs and have more dirty sex. Life is good you woke up on this side of the ground to people who truly love you!!

Anonymous

Everybody needs a mental health day. You seem to never take a day off. If you plan to keep this going, you need to factor in days where you at least disconnect from electronics for half the day and go for your walk outside, instead of the treadmill. I truly believe nature and sushine and fresh air has healing properties.

Anonymous

Hope you feel better nick.

Anonymous

I can relate l have insomnia bad. Day 3 of NO sleep for me. Sleep is my number 1 Commodity. I hope you catch some Zzzzz my friend & dont be afraid to try ASMR rainforest sounds, rain, burning candles, whispering or whatever relaxes you. You can always turn of your ph, the news etc

Anonymous

Hang in there Nik. We love you.

Anonymous

Love you nikocado <3

Anonymous

Hi nick sending u big hugs. Try and relax and play some meditation muice and tey and not think of any thing stress full. I suffer from really bad anxiety and panic attacks. Also i use lavender oil it really helps stay strong nick we love u.

Anonymous

I feel your pain my friend! Just letting you know your not alone! Love ya! 🥰

Anonymous

I hope you are feeling much better now!! xx

Anonymous

Love you nick ! Feel better !