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I know I've barely posted anything here this month, but I do plan on getting out a few updates before the end of the week to make up for it. (A little bit of everything, but mostly Lucky, since that's usually popular in the polls.)

I can't really get into specifics about what's going on with me right now, but all I can really say is that I'm going through some weird af health stuff and I'm not used to it. Production is slow because, frankly, I feel like a ghost of a man. I keep thinking, "Oh, I can just get up early and work extra hard tomorrow" like I used to when I was exhausted, but right now, no matter how much I sleep, or how much medicine I take to stave off this shitty feeling, I'm still struggling. It's not a mental "i'm just burnt out" sorta of thing, there's a real, legitimate reason that I'm fatigued even more than usual, but I'm having trouble readjusting myself to working around these weird foggy periods. I'm sure I'll figure it out soon, I don't really have a choice but to work through this since it's not something that's going to just magically go away, but I just wanna be frank with y'all about it cause I know some people were wondering why this month has been a complete standstill for me. 

I think once I actually go see a doctor about this(yay for no health insurance!) I'll probably make a post about it here, and on my smaller accounts so a few of y'all can know what's what. I don't want to say anything about it on my big accounts, and I definitely don't want anyone outside of these circles to know, but I owe it to a good chunk of y'all to be honest and open about what's going on, and why I'm dealing with setback after setback.

All I ask is that you forgive me for my absence. I hope I can do more to make up for it this week, and the weeks to follow. Thank y'all so much for everything. I need this account now more than ever. I have to give it my all again.

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