Late Night Reflections (Patreon)

Hey y'all :') It's 2 AM here in Georgia when I'm writing this & I'm in bed at my parents' house. This is our last night here because in the morning I have my final dress fitting for my wedding gown & then we drive straight up to Virginia for our wedding! Our time in GA was short, but sweet. We got to spend some nice time with my parents, visit with friends, see my girl Bentley get married, & we even got to spend a bit of time in nature which was much needed. We are now 9 days away from our wedding & everything is just moving very fast! I told Finley today that quite honestly, I'm reaching my end. I know that our wedding will be amazing & all the work will be worth it, but I want my life back. I feel like every day I have woken up (especially here in GA) & no matter what my plan is, I always just end up doing tasks for the wedding instead. They are never-ending. I know it's all for the best, but I am looking forward to CELEBRATING not PLANNING! LOL. If you've had a wedding, please comment below & let me know if you relate. I feel shitty complaining because I'm obviously so grateful to be marrying the love of my life & I even have a planner who has made my life so much easier! I think it's just all the little things & repeated conversations that pile up. I can't wait to not talk about our wedding for like... 10 years! LOL. I'm just playing I mean I'll obviously reflect & answer questions when asked, but right now I'm like WOO! Alright! Final payments go out tomorrow! And to my vendors I want to be like "See y'all on wedding day & don't contact me again before then!" but the questions & logistics are nonstop. I guess this is why honeymoons were invented right? I'm ready for my destress moment! Anyways! I love you! THANK YOU as always for supporting, seeing & receiving me. Especially over these busy past few months when I haven't been as active on here. Your patronage is like a wedding gift to me & I appreciate it so much! Thank you for letting me voice the thoughts in my head. I look forward to sharing more as the days go on :')