🌙 December rewards (wallpaper + process + sketches) (Patreon)

hello friends! <3

I hope your day is going well! thank you so much for your support in December, please download the attached rewards and enjoy at your leisure~ 2019 was a slow year in terms of creativity. I felt like I kept trying to express myself, but would routinely hold myself back. out of fear, comfort, it doesn't really matter. it did, however, bring me back to what actually mattered and gently reminded me to have fun. like taking myself by the hand and skipping toward the sea to marvel over smooth rocks and warm sand. I had to learn again to see what made life special. I thought becoming an adult was all about responsibility and seriousness. if I'm laughing or having fun then I'm not doing it right. turns out that that doesn't work for me. so far 2020 has been a return to my true self and breaking down concrete walls of expectation I had so carefully enforced growing up. moving forward I want to feel safe within myself, to call myself home. 

love,

vicki