Why is it not going away? (Patreon)

The reason why you didn't got anythign new lately is cause I am sick again.
I really thought I am getting better, but it came back or I got something different... either way I am feeling like crap the past week, worked a bit but got a lot of sleep as well, when I got a fever again... I am so sick of this shit... pun intended

My boyfriend and I are sick for over a month now. When I got better he got worse and vice versa... we even tried to quaranteen ourself and keep away from each other to no success... It's just annoying and I am really sorry you are wasting your money on me... That's really a huge down side of being self employed... I can't expect you to pay for me when I am sick, like the way a company does when you are sick... 

I am sorry you won't get anything back, besides the feeling of supporting a dummy sick dude who is drawing porn when he is feeling well.

I am sorry

I really am.

I am crossing my fingers that I will be as good as new in no time, or at least in a few days... meanwhile I will work when ever the meds are kicking in and as long as I can.

I do what ever I can to get better, I get a lot of rest, inhale, take meds and drink plenty... I apprechiate you sending love... maybe it will help