Status, Confessions and Resolution (Patreon)

Hey folks, this will be a wall of txt but I try to make it short!

Sorry for being all silent due to my health issue, but I am geting better.

The cold is almost gone and the other thing is better too. My apointment with the doc went well... nothing to be worried about he said... a normal thing that happens regulary if you don't pay attention to your diet... So I need to take better care of myself or better my body...

I have to eat more healthy things and need to relax more often since my issue is caused by stress as well as bad food... So I have to change the way I life... It probably will effect the way I work, since I tend to overwork myself on a regulary basis... and... I think it is in my AND your favour that I stay healthy in order to deliver more kinky art for ya in the future as long as possible. I dedicate my life to porn but that bear risks... like working with an erection all day long, 7 days a week isn't healthy as well hahahahha XD

Serious...one factor that causes my stress is me working on several things at a time... You already know I tryed to change that but I couldn't ... it's a bad habit that I probably won't be able to change in the future but I try to organize me better...which I totaly suck in... Idk why I sabotage myself like this... I think it's my urge to experiment and get better all the time...

Another thing is my Commission queue... the last client I messaged and asked how long he waited for me to come back to him gave me a shocking answer... He waited for over a year...

I can't live with such a burden... but this actualy is something I CAN tackel. It also is for a good cause. I was saving up for a new graphic tablet for around one year now, but the taxes of 2018 and 19 (yeah I had to pay upfront) devoured my savings completely... So it might help me to reach my goal before the Eurofurence starts which would be awesome, so I can chill at a con and being able to work for you guys at the same time. A dream come true...

Another bad habit, giving promises and being not able to fulfil them... You know it to well. I wanna make people happy thats why I have a problem with saying no or being more "selfish" ... I simply can't take it when people are upsad because of me... Guess thats the worst part of me...promising things to people and in the end I don't have the strength and time to fulfil all of em.

So I wanna adress some of those issues and I tryed to come up with a new year resolution:

- eating more healthy and diverse

- working less to keep me healthy (don't worry I won't quit my job hahahah)

- won't accept new commissions and will power through them starting in February.

- try to organize my projects:

the rest of January will be dedicated to the projects I still have open and try to get them in a state where I can let them rest for a bit and coming back to them after the commission crisis I will go through in February... I hope this is understandable and relatable.

I wanna thank you for reading all of this and for understanding my position. As you know I love my job, I love you guys n girls and I will keep on working for my and your dreams and goals until I die...or less tragic until you are supersaturaded of my work. ^^

Additionaly and more important THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BEING THERE FOR ME IN BAD TIMES LIKE THIS...when I am sick and not capable of working for example.

I owe you a lot and I love you for your loyalty, generousity and love!

My eternal love and gratitude.

Matthias aka Animas Animus