"No body loves me" (incomplete) (Patreon)

I made this sketch a while ago but couldn't remember the reason why.

There have been lots of things I've been reflecting on especially since my ex recently decided to guilt trip me publicly. Tonight I thought of myself and the relationships (not necessarily romantic or sexual) I have. This sketch suddenly made sense again.

My abuse has ruined my perception of reality and relationships. I'm in constant anxiety. As I'm traversing the relationship I have with work and the people there, I wonder of my own value and actions.

Lately I have said something that I believe has ruined how my coworkers have perceived me. I'm in anxiety over ruining relationships at work, with friends, in the future, or possible lovers.

I must either accept being alone or search for "the one"

Still "no body loves me" is probably an intrusive thought as it's untrue. You don't have to be romantically loved to be fulfilled. I want to explore the "inner demon" thought and the feeling of loneliness but just haven't finished it yet here.