Fortnightly Progress - 6th July (Patreon)

I'm really sorry. 

This is bad. No sugar coating it. 

So that cough I mentioned last time. Got worse. A lot worse. Properly incapacitated a family member as well, and yet that's no excuse for the current state of things.

This is entirely on me and on my head, and it's understandable that many of you have had enough. I can only hope that when I've dug myself out of this mess that you'll consider coming back to give me another chance to make good.  

To accentuate the positive I did manage to get all but one of the streams done apart from Tuesdays when the panic and stress defeated me. Not exactly productive some of them, what with the whole being out of my head on too much phlegm, but as I've gotten better I have made some solid genuine progress on the conversion so that's at least something. 

I'm going to cancel the streams for this week only so Thursday to next Tuesday in the aim to at least lighten my mental load by not have to think about also doing them. I hate doing that, as it's just really so very bad, and I know it's bad, but I have to drag my sorry ass across the finish line of this. End of story. 

Once more I'm really sorry. 

If you're still here to be reading this then thank you so very much. Your support means the world to me, and now I need to be able to justify that with my actions and not just my words which I appreciate may not mean a lot by now. Appologies don't mean anything unless they're followed by actual change, and that's what you should be seeing soon.