Just a lil message (: (Patreon)

Hello everyone!

First of all I just want to say a hello to the new members of our family on here- welcome sweet beans! I want to take a moment and share some thoughts of mine I have had recently. I know the past year or so has been quite difficult on everyone with everything that has happened however, I have been meditating a lot and really trying to see my life from a greater perspective and what is important in this current moment, what I love, finding my passion, making life changes etc.

Throughout this, I have come to realize that what makes me the absolute happiest and what fills my heart with so much joy and sparks my passion is all of you guys. I never in a million years would have expected a single person would even watch me, care about what I had to say, or relate to me in any way. You have all become my friends, my family, the ones who really make me the happiest and have filled my life over the past couple of years with the absolute most joy. That being said, I have fallen back into the lowest point of my life over the past year and while reflecting on everything the past few weeks, I really am flooded with emotions- particularly an overwhelming feeling of appreciation, gratitude and joy.

I really can not thank you all enough for the constant support you give to me and I really want you all to know it does not go unappreciated or taken lightly. I truly with my whole heart and soul hope one day I can repay or thank  each and every one of you for all you have done and consistently DO for me. (I'm crying typing this LMAO).

I hope you all take a moment to reflect on something that is important to you, find something you love and what you are passionate about and do NOT hesitate to act on it and go for what you want and what will fulfill you and your lives the most. I hope you are all staying healthy and taking care of yourselves- eating well, drinking water, being kind to yourselves etc.

I have had so much fun over the past 10 weeks watching YGTB with you all and I have a lot of things currently in the works for some new and exciting things, how I want to improve in terms of content and quality, and I always look for your help and opinions seeing as I am still fairly new to all of this!

Thank you once again for allowing me to wake up knowing I have people I can rely on and who support me through the good and bad. 

I love you all more than you know,

Chrissy ♡