To my beautiful One its. (Patreon)

This day has been extremely difficult for me and I am sure many of you as well. I never thought that news about a group would effect me this hard and to be honest I'm quite confused by it. I have gotten many messages asking if I am still planning on reacting to the rest of the produce episodes and other X1 related content and my answer is; absolutely without a doubt. I am sure many of you also feel as though watching stuff like this can be a form of therapy to heal our hearts, laugh and cry thinking about memories.

It's ok to be upset and it's ok to be sad about this situation. Don't let anyone tell you it's silly or wrong. Since the very first moment I discovered X1 they have had a major impact on me and my life. Their music and them as human beings have gotten me through some of the darkest moments in my life the last few months of 2019 and I am so blessed to have learned about these angels and for a short period of time rode on the journey with them and with you all.

For as much content I can find, you bet I will never stop reacting and producing content about X1. I hope everyone stays strong and keeps an optimistic mind for the boys and the future.

I love you all so much,

Chrissy <3