BLOG: Getting “flewed” out by an internet stranger” 101 (Patreon)

So I’m back in these streets lol... after some jarring situations headed by my ex to subliminally hurt me, I had some deep realizations. 1) I’m the shit & I don’t have to take bullshit from anyone & 2)I’m the shit and I don’t have to take bullshit from anyone . I recently made the executive decision to meet a man who has been dm’ing for the last few months in Nashville, TN. Initially, to be honest it was a rash and random means to “jump back out there” and a final outcry for my ex to take me back (🙄 sad I know). Anyway, I made the arrangements weeks ago and conveniently got the keys to my apartment two days before flying out lol (not well thought out on my part). Anyway, I got there and of course was nervous af to be spending the next 5 days with someone I had only FaceTimed a few times and text with. But, hey, I was there and was going to make the best of it. I arrived in Nashville a little bit before him and headed to the room I booked for us for the first night. I highly recommend booking your own hotel so A) it’s up to par to your comfort level and B) if shit goes south you can kick the other person out. I also was sure to turn on my location services on for Erica, as you can imagine she was in concerned mom mode lol. As a parent we stress the importance of not talking to strangers only to grow up and cross state lines to meet strangers from the internet ( the irony). I freshened up and touched up my makeup as butterfly’s filled my stomach and I debated whether or not I should greet internet bae with a hug or a kiss or both lol. He finally knocked. I answered the door and he was taller than I expected and more handsome (Thank God🙌🏾) .I sensed he was a little bit shy so I decided in traditional Milah fashion to go in for the hug mouth kiss combo 😝 by saying “stop being weird and give me a damn kiss” He received me and we flowed immediately, then headed to the lobby bar to break the ice some more with drinks and appetizers. Two hours later we were back in the room to consummate our union lol. The sex was surprisingly bomb af and kind of intense as this pretty shy guy locked eyes with me and stared into my soul as we both climaxed. Side note his penis was also the perfect size & beautiful. We essentially made stranger internet love then headed back to the lobby for dinner. After dinner we came back to the room and cuddled. The following day consisted of Cracker Barrel, a lot of sex and a trip to Broadway street hand in hand, on a hunt for cowgirl boots, bbq & whiskey. We also discovered I’m a Locktician when I re-twisted my beaux’s hair (bookings @ ....😆) . After two days in Nashville big chillin we took a little road trip to my old stomping grounds in Atlanta to see some friends. This gave us time to talk and connect more, then “turn up “ in Atlanta.

I also got to meet up with one of our tribe mama’s @gangstaspirit in atl which was so good! ( I fuckin’ love our tribe) We connected over a late lunch and she drove me to the airport where we got to catch a beautiful sunset on 85south.

All in all, I had a great time, took a chance and got lucky . Internet bae and I will continue to connect in different states and do road trips and see what happens...and for right now I’ve decided to chill on the relationships at this time because my mind is on this money 🤑 self growth, and healing. But, as always mama’s gotta have a life too and that comes with some Good D and some fun. Enjoy my photo dump. Talk soon!

Xoxox,

-Milah