some update: burnout and anxiety (Patreon)

thought i could share the current state of myself

so, its been lingering in me since the end of March, i've been unable to work in regular pace

i sit down, open my project, and continue drawing, by the time i start first brush stroke, all the brain fog filling into my head, often i ended up having random episodes of panic attack & unable to work for the rest of the day

resting doesn't make me feel good either, i afraid from being away from work, my head still full with random thoughts, as if i hear my own thought scream loudly inside my head

i don't know what should i do to be able to draw peacefully, i wonder why my brain did this to me, its getting unbearable to work like this