Jenn's Diary (Patreon)

Dear Diary,

Hello, I’m Jenn!

I’m starting this for a class assignment, and I’ve never had a diary before! I feel like a girl from the old times. Except that would be with pencil and notepad! That sounds more authentic, but the assignment calls for being digital so we can show page counts. Plus, this way no one can read you, which is cool!

Actually, since no one will read it, how is Mr. West going to know whether we did it? I could probably just write a bunch of nonsense and he’d never know! All work and no play make Jenn a dull girl! All work and no plaaaaay

Speaking of playing, I’m going to go hang out with Haley!

Dear Diary,

I tried on a few dresses today. It's for a school thing, and I was thinking this one but it probably shows too much skin and the other girls would make fun of me.

On a happier note, I had fun with Haley yesterday! I was house sitting for Grandma’s friends again and she came over. We stayed up late watching movies and eating snacks. I think Haley might have a problem with her diet, but I would never tell her that. She’s the only girl at my school who is actually nice to me!

Well ,not all of the girls are mean, but I think some of them feel sorry for me and how much I get bullied by LAURA and her dumb sidekick Grace. I still don’t know what I ever did to make them hate me so much. It makes school pretty unbearable, but at least I have Haley now! She can eat all the ice cream she wants and I won’t say a thing.

Okay bye for now!

Hey there Diary, Jenn again.

I mentioned Laura yesterday (actually that wasn’t yesterday, I haven’t written in three days, oops) and today was… UGGGH! She makes me want to pull my hair out! Actually, screw that. I want to pull her hair out! And maybe strangle her with it! Or at least stuff it down her stupid throat!

Man, I hope no one ever reads this. But anyway, here’s what happened:

We had the school thing. Leah and Ashley suggested we all dress up like it was the 1950s. So we all dressed up and went… bowling? I don’t know if the idea was all there, but at least we tried. Anyway, I’m bowling with Haley when Laura convinces this guy to tell me I have a big ass.

Grace even told him that if he did, she'd be his girlfriend. And guess what he did? He said I had a nice ass instead! I've always been told my ass was too big by girls but then other girls like Ashley and Haley say it's because they're jealous?

Anyways doesn't matter, it was just great seeing Laura humbled like that! I could tell she really liked him too, I guess she used to go to school with him.

Thing is, I met him a few years ago too! I don't think he remembers but he was really nice to me. We were at a basketball game and we played tic tac toe and he beat me every time but he was always nice about it.

If he really thinks I have a nice butt I wouldn't mind seeing him again! I just realized I wrote the word nice a lot. Man, I hope no one ever reads this.

Dear Diary, a LOT has happened!

I know I'm not great about updating this, but we. went. on. a. fucking. date.

Me and the boy! I don't even want to say his name because I don't want to spoil it! He took me out for Thai food and we talked and I have his number and we've been texting and I've never felt this way before.

Is this real?

I'm going to text him right now!

Dear Diary,

I just took that photo as an experiment.

Today was weird. Leah and Ashley's boobs are bigger, and it's supposedly because the guy I'm dating hypnotized them and told them their boobs would grow and it worked?

So anyway I ran into him at school and he offered to do the same for me? I said yes, but I really don't think it will work. I looked it up online and there was nothing about it.

Still, I don't want to be the only girl in my class with small boobs! Laura and Grace also asked him to, and he did. I don't know what's going on there. He lives with Leah and she's friends with Ashley so that makes sense, but Grace? She calls him her enemy.

I don't get it. But I'm going to text him now!

Dear Diary,

Guess what! Guess who has kissed a boy? This girl! He came over to the house I house sit for and Haley was here so we went out for ice cream. Then we were walking back and Haley tried to give us space so we would have a moment and he did it!

Now we just need to find her a guy, hopefully one as great as mine!

This has been the best week ever! So I think I'm going to invite a few more friends over on Friday. I'm not supposed to really have anyone over but it will just be a few people like Haley’s friend Rachel. Just enough to make it fun so he'll come.

Also, my boobs are definitely bigger.

I'm going to start taking a new picture day so I can see the difference!

Dear Dairy,

It's been crazy! First, here are some pictures to tell the difference. Can you see? They feel wayyyy bigger. I would show you without the bra but nope not doing that.

Guess what else? Okay so first he came over without Haley here and I gave him a blowjob! I think he liked it, he said I was good at it!

Good start, right? I mean I didn't think I was going to do something like that but I really like him. Plus I think the other girls do too so I wanted to get his attention. That was one way to do it, right?

Also, I think I liked it.

Okay saying dear diary sounds dumb, so I'm just going to tell you what day it is.

It's Friday! It's my party tonight!

I invited over Haley, Rachel, their friend Valerie, and a couple of Rachel's guy friends who are supposed to bring over some drinks. But I don't really care as long as he comes over. I think I'm going to surprise him with something... something big. I'm not going to say it, but if all goes well... fingers crossed!

Okay it's Saturday and a ton of stuff has happened and I wasn't able to write in here until now.

So we had the party. It was fun, and I gave him the surprise. Can you guess what it was? Well...  I gave him my virginity!!!

He even finished inside me without a condom. Diary, I have always wanted to have a baby. And I even told him this and he still did it!!! He wants to have a baby with me!!!

It was everything.

Now he went home, but we got to spend the night together, with me in his arms, and it was incredible. I even had Haley sleeping in the same bed, and ever since he left I've been talking about him nonstop until she told me to shut up.

So now I'm home, trying to find a swimsuit that works, because apparently we're going over to Laura's house? She's having a pool party, and he convinced me to go and said it would help us all get along. I think we should have just hung out here, there is a pool after all. Oh well. I'm going to hope for the best.

Update-

I should never have gone. I really wish I didn't, because even if I never learned anything I wouldn't care. It was horrible.

Okay so it didn't start bad. Laura was a bitch like always but we went upstairs in her room and had sex next to her bed, when guess where he pulled out? On her pillow! Hahaha take that Laura!

So this is where everything went bad. Laura accused everyone of having sex with him, and of course I didn't believe it but it's true. He's been with all of us. I'm not his real girlfriend, I'm just one of many.

I'm not even mad, I'm just hurt. I had the best week of my life but it had the worst ending.

And it gets worse from here. Haley confessed that he had sex with her the same night he did with me. It was an accident, he thought she was me, but they kept going. He finished inside her too, and they also had sex at Laura's house in the hot tub.

So my best friend is sleeping with the same guy as me. She's more angry at him than I am, but I can tell she'll get over it.

The worst part? He's at Laura's house right now. The watch was stolen and he's looking for it, with Grace and Laura there with him trying to dig their claws into him.

I don't know if I'll see him again, or if I even want to. I knew I really liked him, but now I'm just numb. I wrote this to try to sort my feelings about it all but I don't even know. I'm going to sleep and maybe I'll know what to do.

The thing that makes me mad is I miss him. I spent the night with him next to me and I only want that for the rest of my life. Instead he's probably with Grace or Laura tonight, the very last two people in the world I would ever want him around.

I don't even care that he's working with Leah and Ashley. They were really nice today, and they deserve him much more than Laura. But I still want him. Fuuuuck. I still want him.

What's wrong with me?

Dear Diary,

Today was a little better. He came over to the house with Grace and Daphne, and they asked a bunch of annoying questions. Obviously none of us stole it. Obviously it was probably stupid Laura.

At least Grace was cool today. When she wasn’t around Laura she was kind of… not terrible. It made me wonder if they brought out the worst in each other, or if it was just that bitch once again.

Anyway, they went to confront Laura after we all told them to, and I haven’t heard back yet, but I’d bet ten bucks she at least had something to do with it.

OH! So I just got a phone call, and things went wild! Not only was I right, Laura actually tried to use the watch to steal my boyfriend!! But he outsmarted her and got the watch back. Tomorrow is going to be crazy at school, apparently she hypnotized Leah and Ashley and told them to hate him? So now we’re all united against her! Finally everyone sees what a bitch she is, it’s not just me and Haley. Even Grace won’t be friends with her after this.

By the way, I shouldn’t really call him my boyfriend, since he’s not only with me. Although technically, he could still be my boyfriend even if he’s still dating other girls, couldn’t he? Or does boyfriend mean you’re exclusive? Maybe I’ll ask him. Yeah right, like I’m that brave.

At least I have big boobs now. They can't even fit in this tank top anymore. I could probably get a new boyfriend if I have to? Sigh.

Dear Diary,

This sucks. I guess I forgive him? But I don’t know! I can’t think of anything else except getting with him again. I am thorowly ehh thouroghly hold on, I’ll google it. Thoroughly!

I am thoroughly addicted! I woke up not being able to think about anything else. So I called him and Haley are going to his college and I don’t care where we go, even if it’s a broom closet. I’m getting it.

Dear Diary,

Haaaa. So, here’s an update. We found an empty classroom and did some role playing. I was the teacher, he was the student… IT WAS SO HOT!!

Like… FUCK!

And as soon as he filled me with his cum, I forgave him for everything. He wants to keep hooking up with Ashley and Leah? Whatever! As long as he saves some for me. I even told Haley to hook up with him, and she did.

Then he took me out on a date, just the two of us, and we went out for pizza. Then we hooked up at a park at night, and no one caught us but it was incredibly intense.

Back to his uncle’s apartment, and we just kept going, and going, and going. Literally for hours. I woke up in a sticky puddle, and my stomach was sticking out THAT'S HOW MUCH SEMEN WAS STILL INSIDE ME!

I don’t think that’s normal. Not at all.

But every neuron in my brain was firing off at once like a heroin addict getting their sweet fix. I’ve never slept better in my life, and I woke up with a smile on my face. Even though when I woke up he wasn’t there and on a date with Haley. Did I care? Nope!

I just rolled over to the dry side of the bed and passed out. When I woke up, there was a new puddle on that side. Oops.

Dear Diary,

Today I’m meeting up with him and he’s going to hypnotize us to make our boobs stop growing. Mine are seriously big! Like, I’m surprised my back doesn’t hurt! But at least I’m balanced out finally from this big ol’ caboose.

Alright, I’m back from school. He told us all to control our own bodies, and supposedly it works, because Grace’s friend said it worked for her? So I don’t even know what I want. I’m so used to having the biggest booty of my class, do I want to keep that going?

I know Haley is going for the titty queen title, and I think she’ll win. But guess what else?

I told him I wanted to get pregnant, and that I want to be able to lactate. Why did I say that? I don’t think I even realized it until I said it. I can’t even imagine it, spraying milk out of my nipples… crazy. But it’s part of what the whole experience is to be a mom. And I really want to be.

I want to be the mom I never had. I know it won’t fix my childhood, but at least I’ll know I was able to give my future kid one. The love, the attention, everything. How many kids will I have? I don’t even care. I just want a family.

And I really wish I had him to myself because I know he will make a great dad. But will he still step up and still want to make a family with me? Can that work, if he is still seeing other girls too? I don’t even know.

But even if I have to raise our kids mostly by myself, I don’t even care. I mean, I don’t have a way to make a lot of money, but I’ll figure it out. I’m sure Grandma will still let me live with her, even when she’s too old to help me out and I’ll be taking care of her too. Plus, Haley will help me!

And am I crazy, or would the other girls possibly help out too? I’m actually starting to wonder if they could be my actual friends. Like, I used to be jealous of Haley’s friend Rachel because they’re basically best friends, but now I’m starting to think of her as my friend too. It’s weird.

Also, I gave him a blowjob in the locker room of the gym. I think that’s all he wanted, but I made him give me a creampie and I do not regret it.

Okay, I decided. Booty. Yeah, I’m going to make this thing even bigger. Which is going to be crazy, because I already can’t ever find jeans that actually fit this thing. Maybe I’ll have to wear leggings everywhere I go? Likely!

Dear Diary,

So supposedly I can control my own body now, but my boobs still keep growing! Does that mean I want it that way, or does it mean it didn't work? I think it did work because my butt has gotten bigger too.

Today I was hanging out with Haley and was browsing Instagram and saw Leah post a picture with him and her sister at the mall, so we kind of did a dumb thing. We decided to “crash” their date and act like it was an accident.

So we went to the mall and walked around until we found them at the food court. We thought we were being sneaky, but I’m pretty sure they knew exactly what we were doing. I thought I was going to be jealous seeing him on a date with Leah, but honestly, it felt pretty normal. They were just hanging out, what’s the big deal?

Plus, he gave me a kiss when we left, which I did not expect, and it basically gave me butterflies for the rest of the day!

Also, I’m no longer addicted to him, which is a relief. It means my body doesn’t have to be craving him 24/7. Now it’s just my mind, still thinking about him, all the time, every day… so maybe it’s not that different after all.

But I was able to walk away without getting any sex and now I’m still fine.

I played with myself for several hours when I got home, but I’m fine.

Dear Diary,

I asked him to take me out for Halloween. We’re all doing a costume contest, and the winner gets a date with him so of course I’m bringing my A game.

We went to a haunted house. Haley didn’t want to go and he was only going along with it to make me happy, and… I messed up.

THIS HAUNTED HOUSE WAS INSANE!

You seriously couldn’t pay me to go back. If someone gave me a giant pile of money I would light it on fire before I’d ever go near that place again.

On the plus side, he cream pied me again. I think that might be my favorite thing, actually. Creampies!

And I don’t know how I feel about having sex in public a lot lately. Laura’s room was one thing, but we did it at his college, in the middle of the park, and now in a haunted house where I’m sure there were cameras. Oops.

I kind of like it? The risk of getting caught had me so nervous, but it made it more exciting. Is that what girls are talking about when they say they like to be choked? Maybe I can see the appeal, at least a little.

Creampie. Mmm. I’ll take those forever.

Dear Diary,

Do you think I'd look good as a blonde? I'm thinking of trying something new, but I'm afraid that I'm already a bit ditzy and it would only make people notice even more.

Plus, have you seen my rack? It's getting huge! People are going to think I'm either a stripper or a bimbo if I have blonde hair and huge boobs.

He’s taking us to a cabin for the weekend. I’m trying not to get too excited, but, I’m just going to say it. I couldn’t be any more excited if I tried!

I know I’m not being realistic, but I have this vision where I’m able to set myself apart, and he sees me as his real girlfriend. The main one, the girl he loves, and he starts not liking the other girls as much.

I know this is stupid and I’m probably just hurting myself by not being realistic, but… man that would be nice.

I wonder how many times I can get him to cum in me this time?