Christmas 2023 : Mike (Patreon)

For those not close enough to know, Earlier this year I broke up with my BF, someone I was with since 2011.

There were a number of reasons, and it was just kinda the time, we had a really wonderful time together, but ever since, I've been a miserable wreck, stumbling from one fucked up friendship to the next, dealing with other peoples problems, being a shoulder to cry on, and never getting the support I needed from anyone.

Instead I got called an asshole, made issues with old time friends, lied to, stabbed in the back repeatedly and ghosted by new ones.

How bad do I miss my ex, it wasn't anywhere near perfect, but at least I felt like he genuinely cared about me, I just wanna run back to him and hide, ignore everything and everyone around me right now.

I'm honestly so glad 2023 is almost over, this has without a doubt been the worst year of my life.

I'll try harder next year, sorry for the little glimpse of my personal life.