sketches (+ life updates) (Patreon)

hi! some wips and doodles i plan to (hopefully) finish soon.

contrary to what i thought, october has been pretty stagnant compared to the previous year: i'm usually very productive around the end of the year as colder weather approaches, but i've been very overwhelmed and confused art wise.

in the past couple years i've experimented little by little, changing the way i approach some steps or subjects, however i'm at a point where i don't really enjoy drawing much.
or, better: i do enjoy drawing, but i don't know who i'm doing it for --- it feels like i lost my spark and i'm trying to bring it back, but art block isn't helping and i'm only getting slower and slower with illustrations.

puppy is in training and i'm working on some commissions, which makes sketching personal art almost impossible, and the fact hat i don't have any other "brand" characters like mongrel makes it hard for me to doodle freely as i always have to search for design inspiration first. it makes the drafting process so extremely overwhelming and long and i love interest in drawing.

i'll see a psychologist soon, though!
a friend of mine recommended him to me, and i hope to get finally diagnosed with adhd so i can ask for some medications and/or methods to stay focused and get better because it came to a point where i can't do anything else other than getting overwhelmed by anything.

it's a very tiring period and i wanted to thank you guys for sticking with me!

hopefully after this is over, i can start focusing on some exclusive patreon content too. All these illusts i want to finish and so little time to do it.

Hope you like these, meanwhile!