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AH I've been running around all day jfc hijaodsfd But i needed to get things done cause tomorrow i'll be too hangover to function. I'm self aware.

Damn how to even start? This has been such a wild ride of a year. This year I made the decision to go full time on art and it's been crazy. So fulfillng, so painful, so stressing, so rewarding? I've learned a lot about things I never thought I'd have to learn about and it's been A STRESS. But hey. I couldn't have done shit without you.

Like seriously, I've had some serious downs this year and even though you dont personally know me, you've been supportive and never hesitated to offer me or other patrons your kind words. I didn't think I'd get to know so many cool people and that I had the mental capacity to recognize so many of you hgjsasd I'm so blessed for this chance, and I truly hope I can keep doing this. Like, for as long as possible. 

My life might have a big change this year and I'm both excited AND terrified. But I wanna try to pursue this dream and believe in myself, as you do. I wanna be brave and do my best for you AND for me. I've made many mistakes and I hope I can fix them during 2023, so we all can enjoy this little spicy place of ours.

Thank you for participating on my 74832904 polls, me asking for rarepairs, me asking what you want. Thank you for commenting and liking my content, for recommending it, for sharing it on other social media. I am so, so lucky. Thank you for being so reassuring and help me through so much when it was never your responsibility. Thank you for making my dreams come true. Sure i post art but you're the ones who make this community. Those who stayed the whole year, those who made it halfway, those who stayed a month and those who just arrived.

Thank you to those who comment on every post, the shy ones who don't, the ones who bark, the ones who keysmash, the ones with the long analysis comments, the funny witty ones, the emotional ones, that one patreon who became my best friend (hi kizzy), the one patreon who's my irl girlfriend jdsasdf the ones with the RAREST OF PAIRS LIKE WTF? I WANT YOUR BRAIN. Those who love kuroken and yet they still like me somehow, those two beautiful admins who made a whole ass discord (chayle and timmy ily), those who have my oc's as comfort characters, my lgbtq+ people, those who changed fandoms and still support me, those with my same questionable tastes (ren ily), those who reach out to me on insta when they know i'm struggling, my main-ship shippers and my dilf lovers. The tentacle lovers and those with blood kinks and the ones who love some fluff. THE ABO LOVERS. Fuck, thank you to every single one of you for making us such a cool community we get to be proud of. Thank you for making such a big impact in my life. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart.

I DON'T WANNA KEEP WRITING CAUSE *I WILL* CRY so i'm gonna leave it at that and probably torment the discord family with my drunken self hgfadfghfd

I hope you have an AMAZING 2023, filled with good health, prosperity and happiness. We deserve that

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Sarah Nanashi

Happy new Year Novak and thank you for all your blessings 🥺❤️🙏🏻 may you have a 2023 filled with love, passion, happiness and joy 🥳❤️

Vanessa N

I love all the different types of patrons you called out. I have to admit I fall into the category of a Kuroken fan, but that has never stopped me from enjoying your work because it’s gorgeous, I’m always open to all ships and I would never let something like that prevent me from consuming your art because it always brings a smile (or a blush 😳) to my face. Happy New Year! Looking forward to another year of your creative sin and beautiful art!