life (Patreon)

I warn you! The post is dull and depressive)

I want you to know that I visit Patreon every day, hoping that I will make new content. I will UPDATE the game whenever possible, or I will do something similar.

Very bad 2 weeks in which I only made 1 character.
If the game doesn't progress, I get discouraged.

Since childhood, I dreamed of making games and drawing, I made my dream come true, but now I don’t understand anything. It is difficult to force yourself to draw, it does not cause pleasure, but it also causes pain.

I buy delicious food and games, but it doesn't give me any incentive to work.
There was a moment when I accumulated $ 700 in debt, thinking that stress would help, but it did not help.

Maybe this post will help discharge and continue working, I don't know. Sometimes I want to do something new but I don't know who needs it? I make new content only because someone is waiting for it. I know that new characters are waiting, because they were voted for for 1-3 months.

I am thinking next week to replace the computer, which I have been working for almost a year without stopping. I hope this will cheer me up, but I know "not")

My goal was to save 3000 dollars on patreon so that the programmer would quit his job. There are disagreements, but I would find a compromise. There would be more updates and I would have a better mood for work, it's a pity it's just a dream)

a new week has begun. I'll try to do something this time.