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Apologies. Patreon still hasn't fully processed a majority of payments. Like 70%.... If it still hasn't by tonight I'm just gonna send things out anyway.

This is a bit of a downer, but I've been reconsidering a lot of things regarding patreon lately also. To put it bluntly it's affecting my enjoyment for drawing and has been for months, and I feel shit about it. I need to think over some stuff so issues like the above are no longer a factor. Will make a post regarding things tomorrow once I work everything out and have a set goal.

Honestly though, I'm probably going to strip it down to be as basic as possible.. I just want to draw again like I did years ago and actually enjoy every bit of it, posting everything the moment it's done, without all the polls and file hoarding... :(
I've spoken with a few patrons about this already and they agree, so hopefully it's a step in the right direction.

Please don't take that as like a whiny thing either, It's chill, I essentially just want to take a step back, make things less complicated, and do what I do for the dirty joy of it again. Because damn, drawing porn should be fun and shouldn't feel mechanical. I feel like it's effecting the quality of my pictures as well.. (get a load of this brooding baby artist).

On a lighter note, I left my sketch pad at a mate's house on Sunday and he is returning it to me tomorrow, so will post what's there when I get it.

Excuse the text wall, this shit has been bothering me for ages.