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Hey guys,

TL;DR – I'll be releasing a patreon video tomorrow!

I'm sorry for my seeming absence. I guess, really, I *can* share with you why.

For someone as goofy as me, I have a surprisingly senior position in my day job that demands between 45-60 hours of my week. It's been getting a bit on top of me recently, which is why I haven't been as active lately on here. Also, I suffer from clinical depression – I'm on medication for it, but as it goes, this too can have an impact not just on my productivity, but my confidence too.

This means that I can be temperamental. It means I can often question why I'm bothering to do things I enjoy, as I don't always think I deserve to enjoy myself, or succeed. ASMR is something I enjoy, and it's also something I want to succeed at.

I'm certainly not asking for sympathy, or anything. I just wanted to let you know, as you're committed to supporting me and I don't want to let you down. I just wanted to provide a context surrounding my behaviour, so you don't think I've forgotten about you.

Having said all that, I feel a bit better now. I intend to record a lovely hair cut video for you tomorrow, with lots of personal attention, spraying sounds, and, of course, cutting sounds. I hope this is okay – and again, thank you so, so, so much for your support.

❤️

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Anonymous

I certainly understand what you are going through. You are already succeeding. Do not worry, you are doing the best you can, but certainly also take care of yourself as well. 🤗

Anonymous

You don't need to apologize at all, Jim. I have been there myself many times. You haven't let anyone down. Don't feel obligated to follow such a constant production cycle, you create content with more frequency than most ASMR pages I follow. I just don't want you to burn out thinking you ought to be doing more. Thank you for being candid, and I look forward to your next video whenever you should post it. Big love from the West xx

Anonymous

You don’t need to apologize. You’re one of the most prolific ASMRtists I’m subscribed to. That doesn’t mean that your forthcomingness isn’t appreciated. I don’t think any of us would mind if you ever need to take a break. xx