Pumped up (Patreon)

This isn't just another "Sorry for being inactive" message X3

Last night I was thinking while failing to fall asleep and i started getting really fired up about wanting to be more proactive with my work. here's the original Deviantart journal text:

Right now, I am feeling really pumped up towards art. I wanna get off my butt and hit it hard. I have been so lazy and complacent lately. trying to force myself to continue with commissions, forgetting to enjoy and love those pieces too.

I have been delaying too long the things I want to set up and do and so I think soon I am going to put those wheels in motion. Going to have to start scouting other artists too.
You'll all know what i'm rambling about when the time comes.

anywho, I'm in a really enthusiastic mood right now. why is it lately I've been feeling so terrible about my art? why haven't I been enjoying it?
I've felt like my art has slowed down. like people don't care about it so much. the truth is my art is good. I don't hate it, I'm not unhappy wit hit, I DO enjoy making it and I love the pictures I create but I have just not been showing them that love. I have been treating it like work and that's not right. when my popularity started spiking, when I was at my best, when I was at my happiest, those were at the time when I was drawing a lot and giving it 100% of my effort and love. so that's what I'm going to do again.

I think winter and the lack of sunlight and general moving around have got me feeling lethargic and weak which is partly responsible for not wanting to draw but I won't take that as an excuse. I'm gonna draw anyway X3

So here's what I'm actually going to be doing:
I'll keep experimenting with my style, with my lining and with my colouring. I'll keep taking artists I like and learning from their styles like I was before and continue developing my own style from them. 
I also want to go back to using vector too. not completely, I'm not going to abandon my current style. but I just miss making vector pieces so I'm going to try making a few pics with that and see how people like it.
as far as I have seen there aren't all that many vector artists in the community :3

Furthermore, I have something much larger planned but I still want to try and finish my commissions and patreon raffle pics first.

Stay tuned!