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You May Be THE Person That NEEDS to Hear This... (Patreon)

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2024-08-15 22:14:56
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2024-08

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Hey guys!

Something was on my heart, and I wanted to share that with you all! I love you guys so much, and I love this community an incredible amount! You guys are the best!

I hope this video helps someone :)

Love you all to pieces,

Alex

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shleepy

Thank you for posting this. Your reactions always make me laugh and brighten my day. (: I have somewhat of a long confession I need to get off my chest. Tbh I’m going through a tough time… I got out of a 5 year abusive relationship last year and, as time passes, I have begun to realize how fucked up it was and also notice the how it has changed me But realistically speaking, I’ve always been labeled as “too nice” or “too empathetic” my whole life. In an attempt to “do what I love,” I worked at an animal rescue for 6 years, (eventually becoming the adoption manager)…but I had to leave because i was losing faith in humanity and continued to put everything on my emotional-tab. I would cry on my way home from work almost everyday during the last two years that I worked for them. In a sense I was perfect for that kind of work because I cared SO MUCH… but it was also deteriorating my mental health to see how horrible people could be…. I also was working 6 days a week and (minimum) 10 hours a day… but usually it would be more like 12 hours due to paperwork, etc. I got taken advantage of by the owners of the rescue (who were very rich and profit-driven while maintaining an animal-loving persona). The dark side of this animal rescue made me sick to my stomach on top of all the cruelty and lack of compassion I was exposed to… day after day. Because of my love for animals, a lot of cats and dogs ended up coming home with me for “end-of-life” care. I had become the designated hospice foster because I couldn’t say no…because I couldn’t allow these animals to be abandoned by their owners to just die in a loud, stressful rescue environment. But it absolutely broke my heart every time. I would do my best to take them out and give them a glorious and brilliant last chapter of their lives and would love them wholeheartedly….because that’s what I would want if I was them. But I had to stop. I did not know how much more heartbreak I could take. In total I helped 12 dogs/cats during the ends of their lives while they dealt with various conditions and were abandoned because of the cost of medical bills… and that all happened in the span of 3 years. These human beings would come abandon their pets when they were approaching death, but not close enough to put down… and instead I let myself break my own heart over and over. Then I also experienced heartbreak. I was also relieved for my relationship to be over but didn’t realize how much it would hurt…. So I’ve just been going through it this past year. I feel like I keep putting too much on my emotional tab and I just smile and take it. And now it’s weighing me down so much that I don’t even want to get out of bed on my days off. I’m really good at masking it… I’m a highly functioning depressed/anxious person… I still go to work, pay my bills, attend family functions without letting anyone know that anything is going on…but it’s not.. idk haha it’s just not fun. lol But thank you. Your vids make me laugh and give me comfort. Sorry for the ramble. Thanks for coming to my TEDX talk. Thanks for giving me somewhere to let these feelings out.

CephQuepheas

Been following and closely watching the YT for a good while, but only recently decided to hop on the Patreon Shenanigans when I saw you were reacting to "Inside Out" and "The Punisher." Specifically in the case of "Inside Out" I was really excited to watch that reaction due to how much that movie helped me sort of "anchor" myself mentally back 10 years ago when it released and I was dealing with essentially the same exact situation Riley (Inside outs Main Protagonist) was dealing with. When I saw you were reacting to "Inside Out" I simply had to join the fun! Since that reaction, I can recall you dropping one of these mental health checks and I am LIVING for them!! In today's world there is an immense need for mental awareness of any and every kind, and while I myself am in a pretty good place right now, I know there are those who are definitely struggling and your initiative to highlight and stand alongside those who are struggling means ALOT. Thank you for taking the time to make these kinds of videos and know you are incredibly appreciated!! 🖤🖤🖤