Deleted videos (Patreon)

Hello, so YouTube deleted the whole side channel on which I posted most of the patreon videos. So that's why you may see they are not available anymore. I don't how I will solve this, I wish Patreon just let creators upload videos like with audios and other stuff. I am so done with this YouTube Bs honestly, I will try to find another why to make the videos available again. I am sorry for the problem.