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HERES THE FIXED VERSION!!! SORRY ABOUIT THAT


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Anonymous

Thanks!!!!!!

Rem Natsuki

Ah closure! Thanks Nick

Anonymous

Thank you Nick!! I’ve really been looking forward to seeing your reaction to this episode

Thiivi

I've always wondered if the author was going to show what was going on with his parents after he disappeared. That Q&A answer was about as sad as I expected it would be

Normadus

W Nick

Poragami

hxh late as always xd

Ryan Palyo

HxH isn't put out enough, I need my fix. He's pretty close to the end, just want him to power through and finish

Mr. Banana Kama

Yo live and Nick, wasn’t I supposed to get a message on patreon? It’s been a few days and I’m not sure. I won one of the patreon slots for the giveaway, and I know the twitch winners are being messages in twitch, so I was wondering where and when I’m gonna get messaged?

Damaton

Its weird how the stream guys hate Re:zero so much

ThanadosO8

Hxh zzZzZz

Vazeel

I love how when Nick is reacting on stream to a show, chatters who are there for other shows spam "Resident Sleeper" constantly. Really adds to the experience.

Shahil Dabhi

Love your re zero content

Luqha

I really want to point out 2 things you might not have understood. 1: The sudden in Subaru's head isn't a headache or him getting flashbacks to the world he was transported to, but it is a representation of his anxiety and anxiety attacks. The reason why these sudden anxiety attacks happen is because his school starts at 8am, and when he the time is anything before 8am he feels pressured to have to go to school, and that very thought causes him to get these attacks, that's at least what i think based on personal experience. My anxiety attacks tend to last even after school has started tho and i begin to feel guilt and that might also be why Subaru's anxiety attacks still came fourth after 8 am. 2: This one is a bit harder to explain, but i believe that the reason why Subaru hoped that his parents would say things like "You are not my son" and all else, firstly comes from the expectations that were placed on him for being Natsuki kenichi's son. The expectations that were placed on him caused Subaru to do the dumbest stuff to make others believe he lived up to the expectations being placed on him, sadly those expectations are preventing Subaru for forming his own identity, because all he thinks about doing is pleasing others and living up to their expectations instead of his own. In the end when his rain of chaos had gone on for a while, they found his dumb actions to be nothing more than dumb actions. Subaru wasn't a fun person anymore which resulted in everyone leaving him and to Subaru that meant losing his worth as a human being. When he realized that he was not anyone special, he slowly over time started belittling himself and thing of himself as worthless. He started hating himself and when Subaru believes himself to be not worthy of existing, how can he believe others wanting him to exist. Subaru wanted to validate to himself his worthlessness through his parents. However, his parents always showed him love and care accepting the fact that their son was going through a hard time in his life. To Subaru such love is more scary and painful, cause as i said, when you do hate yourself, it is hard to believe such words. Thanks for reading if you bothered with reading.