A pre-emptive Happy Holidays to you all! (Patreon)
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Hello everyone!
I hope you're all doing well, and that your christmases (or other holidays) will be (or have been) as warm/special as possible.
To get straight to the point, I'd like to welcome the handful of new patrons who arrived this month, and to also re-explain why my channel appears pretty lifeless at the moment.
For all those who were unaware, my dad passed away in July 2020,
and the reality of our new situation sank in for real this year.
I have been fighting with depression for most of the year, resulting in barely any uploads for the channel as I struggle to feel motivated.
I thought that my comeback was officially getting started in October when I reacted to RWBY Volume 8, the G5 MLP movie, and the first episode of Once Upon a Time season 3.
Alas, I underestimated the knock-on effect of RWBY Volume 8.
There were some dark scenes in it that I was unprepared for, and the heavy emotions it gave me re-ignited my depression with a passion. It's taken a lot to admit it to myself, but I'm not well. I don't sleep right, I've been comfort eating, I've been irritable in day to day life, etc.
Doing these videos is supposed to be a passion of mine, so my unproductivity is a clear sign that something is broken in my brain. I want to make things right and upload lots of videos and content for both my audience and myself, but alas it can only happen when I'm truly up for it.
All I can do is keep thanking you for your patience and support, and ask you to keep bearing with me as I continue the long climb out of my pit.
Hoping that I can take aboard some Christmas cheer heading into the end of the year, and start becoming a lot more active again.
Thank you once again, and take care of yourselves this Christmas!