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Thank you for your patience and understanding when it comes to my mental health breaks.

It means the world to me, and I can't wait to give you guys more uploads.

I hate that I've been having so many breaks within the last few months, but life just keeps hitting me with new crap all the time and I always need a break to deal with it and process it without feeling pressured.

The latest thing, which was not long after posting my previous OUaT reaction, is the fact that my mother was sexually harrassed by my step grandfather in his car. To the point of a non-consentual kiss on the lips and an attempt to stop her from leaving the car.
This awful fact is 100% true, and I hate that this is the case.

Things are tense as hell in the family at the moment, since him, me and my mother are the only people who know about this. My grandmother doesn't know and my brother doesn't know. This is now bubbling under the surface since no one wants to rock the boat, but at the same time the actions he took were disgusting...

My mother is extremely upset and understandably resentful right now.
I've been looking after her the best I can, and getting second hand depression from the way this has affected us. This is quite literally the last thing any of us needed right now, especially considering the recent mourning period we went through for dad's (would-be) birthday.


I finally feel comfortable enough to mention this publicly,
since I've only told my Discord servers so far.

I also wanted to generally let you guys know I'm still alive, and that content will be coming back ASAP. I just really needed space for a bit, for both me and my mother.
Thanks again for always understanding <3

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SayoArandell

Luffy, you're amazing son, remember that ? That's way better than being YouTuber at the moment.

Heidi Elizabeth Marcum

Of course we understand. I am so sorry that you're continuing to struggle with so much. I wish you well and all the happiness. Come back to reactions whenever you are well and ready. And I will be here for you when you return with more Once Upon a Time! Sincerely, Heidi