Why is there silence again? (Patreon)

I've been taking care of my grandmother for the last few weeks, and yesterday I took her by ambulance to the hospital Unfortunately, she had a stroke. She is 85 and I took care of her every day (according to the schedule) and it was very difficult for me to work and look at the time all the time (so as not to miss medication and food) Now I am morally crushed and have gone through a lot of stress (transportation to the hospital, doctor's consultation, appointment to the ward) I was nervous and crying for about 10 hours Now I will visit her in the hospital, I hope this will give me more time to work, but I still do not know how quickly I will recover psychologically Thank you for staying with me! This year has been very difficult for me