Something’s been on my mind (Mini update?) (Patreon)

Hey so can i be honest? Ive been worried to say bc i didnt wanna upset anyone, but i just really dont like doing some of the stuff ive been doing for patreon. I like drawing cute/cute+sexy stuff, and idk if im cut out for the more hardcore (well by my standards, ik that much worse exists on the internet LOL) stuff ive drawn. I don’t want anyone to feel upset over this but I’m the type who woul have never even dreamed of drawing nudity, for one, but I’ve been pushing myself because I wanna make a career out of my art... I feel like I’ m starting to stray from what I like to try and make more $ (and in a way, we all have to do that to a degree, I suppose.) Granted idek if I’m totally against what I’ve drawn (I WAS taught by a hentai artist. I’ve seen worse lol), but the mental conflict is sorta getting to me i guess.

I guess I should say, I’m still finding my own way, yknow? None of this will affect any outstanding commissions, rewards or anything else, however I’m also sad to say I don’t think I’ll be able to finish the Lissa illustration this month and het her printed in time for the convention I’m going to. Idk if I’ll still finish her... 😭

I think I’ve just been so excited that Ive been biting off more than I can chew. Doing two full sets of 4 illustrations each month on top of my other obligations is killing me. I need to take baby steps. Lol

Secondly, regarding the moms, I’ve been having some difficulty coming up with scenarios that fit both pregnant and non-pregnant characters. This is a bit silly I guess🙈💦

I think that  next month, I’d like to try doing different  pose for the mom and non-mom art. This means we could possibly have different characters for the mom and non-mom art each month! (ALSO, If you want our resident tiddy ninja Kagero to give up her ticket to the deeprealms, let me know and I’ll do a moms-only poll!)

Also, though some of you may not know, I sell stickers on my etsy on the side. well, I say that but...I barely have anything. I’d like to start making more stickers, and maybe even send some out to patrons, that could be fun! :3 

Thanks for reading. Lol