Youtube help (Patreon)

This is actually, really important for me. How you know, I have a Youtube Channel, where I'm not really active. Not because I'm lazy or similiar, but because I don't know what videos to do. I'm not the person for animation memes, neither PMV, I want to do videos related to art, but the little experiment that I tried to do, suck as the inktober video and etc, the results were terrible
I want to do videos, but I feel so blocked, I don't know what to do...
Can you tell me what kind of videos you would like to see from me? Any ideas? It's really, really helpful if you help me a bit...!