NSFW Mermay pic (Patreon)

more spicy mermay doodles to come tomorrow!;3

i'm having an existential crisis with my style, one pic is meh the other one looks okay because i managed to find a good ref, sigh

this pose is basically veeery out of my comfort zone of drawing, anatomy wise, but i decided to kick myself  and do it anyway

full pic, alt versions, lineart and sketch under cut, also attached work file: