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On another note, for some you who notice, my posts have slowed down these past two months. It might be worrying to you but, I'm okay. I just having issues with the me being a "dad". I've been having a hard time getting in to my artistic zone lately. My kid is 3 years old now and my partner is nagging me. This is mainly cultural. I don't know how it works in other countries, but here, it's believed that parents need to bond with the child at an early age. Sadly enough, when I do so, I'm losing some capacity to get back in my artistic zone. I don't want them to feel neglected because the last time, I almost got stabbed in the neck. Usually, when I sit on my "throne", I enter a world of my own so... woman gets crazy. not to mention other issues with financial, and random social stuff. I've hit a wall in terms of workflow. by the time I go back to work, I have less "mental energy". I'm trying to reconcile this Dad and artist sides of mine. I have one idea in mind how to solve this but still needs testing. Regardless, I will do what I can to produce content like I used to. even if it means reducing my earnings because i hired a fellow artist to assist me. This was actually the 3rd patreon goal but as soon i reached it, my DICK got in the way. Stuff got pulled under the rug. So now that there's a significant growth, I think it's about time I really get more manpower. I trained a guy and he's willing, but he needs proper directions ofc. In terms of output, he may have a hardtime. I will see what my options are, and if anyone of you have artist recommendations let me know also.
A BIG tnx to all patrons who stick me. I appreciate your patience. I wish you all the best.
new update on RC is coming soon so, keep an eye on that.