Year-end settlement (Patreon)
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μ΄κ² μ±κ³΅μ μΌμ§λ λͺ¨λ₯΄κ² μ§λ§μ.
λͺΈλ λ§μλ μ μΌμ΄ν΄μ νλ³΅ν΄ λμμ€κ² μ΅λλ€. :)
λ§€λ² μμ¬μ΄ λͺ¨μ΅λ§ 보μ¬λλ¦Όμλ λΆκ΅¬νκ³ μ λ₯Ό λ―Ώκ³ μμν΄μ£Όμλ λͺ¨λ λΆλ€κ» λ€μνλ² κ°μ¬μ λ§μμ λ립λλ€.
++ κ³Όκ±°μ κ·Έλ¦¬λ€ λ§μλ μ¬ν리그림μ λ€μ λ§μ Έλ³΄λμ€μ λλ€. μ΄κ²λ μμ±λλ©΄ μ¬λ¦΄κ²μ.
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2020 is coming.
That's number I've seen in movies. it's a really SFtic lol
And it's time to get ready to leave 2019.
I hope everyone has accomplished everything that they have decided to accomplish in 2019, and they are happy every year.
It's first long article(?) after resting Patreon. decided to write it every month, but I almost forgot. sorry. :)
Starting this month, I decided to rest Patreon for a while. In fact, there are two reasons why i rested.
The first is that the wrist is not healthy enough to hold the 'drawing' for a long time.
If i move your hand for about 30 minutes to 1 hour, the inside of the wrist joint hurts a lot. i went to the hospital today, and the tendon is inflamed like I did a year ago.
advised to keep my wrists fixed if possible and to move at least if necessary.
And- i got an injection. i reeeeallllly hate injection... it's feels like... shit. :d
It was very painful because it was an injection in the wrist joint. and It was terrible to see the joints swell with the eye. :p
But if i didn't use it for a long time, almost no pain :)
So, doodle and drawings will still be uploaded steadily! (i guess)
And the second reason ... it's really important for me.
I feel that my paintings are degenerate more than before.
I might have improved my skills, but something ... it's different than I thought. lost direction.
The lack of time and learning that can be poured into the painting continues to accumulate ...I lost confidence in my painting.
While I'm drawing ... I feel a little embarrassed to show this to everyone.
In addition, Patriot is a platform that supports creators, but most of them are used for the concept of monthly subscription = reward.
I get your money, so I have to give you that much or more. but I am disappointed with myself and dissatisfied, I lost a lot of confidence.
So I'm focusing on repainting old paintings or drawing new ones. and looking for something that used to be. :)
I will take care of my body and mind so that I can come back stronger!
Thank you again for all those who believe in me and support me.
always... thank you. :)
+++ I'm retouching a picture I gave up in the past. I'll upload this when it's finished