Ming died today (Patreon)

Ming is my dog, he was a Chinese crested dog, and he was 10 years old

Yesterday he got cerebral hemorrhage and lost the control of his legs, he could limp around but would fall randomly

So at 12 today we went to the vet and euthanized him

And I feel both relived and horrible

Like a savior and a murderer

Tears were dripping down my face the whole time, for the 45 minutes it took

This summer sucks, summer sucks, last year I lost my grandma and this year my dog

I dread to see what happens next summer

I don't want your pity, I don't want your "he's in a better place now" bullshit

I just want you to know that I love my dog and that I will miss him