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One year ago today, I grabbed fate by its fucking scrotum and finally, after years and years of doubting if I'd ever amount to anything, I changed my life.

Or, rather, you changed my life.

On March 17, 2020, Lessons in Love Version 0.1.0 launched with around 55k words and a total of 25 events. 

Today, the game is over 10 times that size and is still barely getting started.

When the game first launched and I started talking about the scope and plans I had for it, a lot of people thought I was insane. And, in many regards, they were correct.

But what they did *not* take into consideration is that I am fueled by that insanity. 

It wakes me up in the morning and follows me to bed at night.

And it's also precisely why after just one year, Lessons in Love is already one of the longest and most successful games inside of the weird niche market in which it resides.

It means more than anything to me that I was able to find a community of players who wanted something different- a community of players who didn't mind peering into the darker sides of life and how trauma and hardship can shape who we are as people.

And, sometimes, as that insanity creeps under the covers with me, I forget that it's a community that would have never existed if I didn't say, "Fuck it. I'm going to make what I want and I don't care what anyone has to say about it."

Tens, if not hundreds of other developers in this industry and others turned me down before Lessons in Love- and look where we've gotten without them.

It's true that doing all of this alone can be stressful at times, but I would not have it any other way.

And I can promise you now, on the one-year anniversary of the game, that this aspect of Lessons in Love will never change.

I will continue to pump out an absurd amount of content not because I have to, but because I want to. 

Because telling the stories of all of these girls is what gets me out of bed in the morning.

And the fact that I can focus on this full-time thanks to all of you is something I don't think I'll ever truly be able to properly show my appreciation for. 

All I can do is write.

And all I ask is that you continue to read.

The only goal for 2021 is to continue growing the game and meet the final stretch goal of $10k.

Thank you all, once again, for everything you've done for me.

I hope I can continue to [non-sexually] touch you for much, much longer.

Lessons in Love 0.14.0 Launches for all $5 patrons on 4/1 and comes with two brand new characters.

It is my pleasure to reveal the last new character until 2022 right now- Niki Nakayama.

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Anonymous

Thanks for your hard work Sel.

David

You deserve all the good things that have happened to you, in the weirdest context imaginable. Happy birthday, Lessons In Love !

Sulfuric Boss

You deserve this. I came here for looking for lewd and a few short hours later I was a patron with much more interest in the story and writing then anything and don't particularly think thats changing anytime soon.

Anonymous

I recall subbing 5 months ago, who would have fought it would have gone so far and that we are only getting started ... Time flies but you create something that will turn timeless in our niche market. You can be proud of yourself and deserve every patreons, supporters and quids coming your way. Keep up the good work and Happy birthday to your creation Sel

Anonymous

Hello Selebus, I am usually one of those silent members in a community, simply because it is more important for me to have an opinion than to share it. But today is the birthday of your project, and a good occasion to provide you a feedback regarding how your Art can impact strangers around the world. I have no other pretension that to be passionate by storytelling, Art, writing specifically, to know my porn, my games, and my porn games. That being said, I stumble on Lessons in Love v.04 in the middle of other projects (Thank you F95zone), and I entered in your universe mildly intrigued, as the journey felt similar to a lot’s of other games, yet I already started to notice the efforts put in the world building, I also surprise myself to be hooked by the dialogues, (You are usually a bit horny when you decide to spend some time playing porn game, endless dialogues don’t really match with your animalistic urges…), yet with your project I was reading and enjoying every line, starting to get attached to most of characters (Maya is one of my favorite character in videogame, period. Her presence and mystery are, according to my own sensibility, a masterpiece of character creation), and being just amazed by how much content an update contained. The brutal cynicism of the thoughts of the main character is amazing, sometimes breaking the 4th wall and reminding us player how disgusting we are. The general feel of the narration is a roller-coaster of emotions, it took some balls to dare to out of nowhere drown us into horror, simply to take us out of it because it is only a happy story, right? 😉 I was hooked, but after checking your Patreon, I saw you were releasing updates every 15 days… I couldn’t help myself to think that you were a young developer who will eventually end up being caught up by his ambitions, that you wouldn’t be able to keep up with the quality of your work or this insane schedule. And update after update, not only you proved me wrong, but your work became better, deeper, more refined… it is normal, you are discovering your style by learning from your experiences. By the time I finished V.08 I came to two conclusions: 1. All the other porn games I played felt flat, vanilla and without ambitions compare to your work. 2. I was for the first time confronted to a project I really believe in it, in the content, but also in the creator. Is there a better reason to support a project? So I created a Patreon account, and Lessons in Love is the only project I am supporting, not only I haven’t regretted my choice ever since, but every month when I received the notification of my payment, I am happy and proud to contribute to help someone talented to be able to live from his passion. So, from the bottom of my heart: Happy Birthday Selebus, it is more than deserved. I want to add two personal suggestions, that are only my personal opinions: To every developer that have turned you down, to every person that made you doubt yourself, to that part of you who didn’t believe in yourself: You can thank them and tell them to go fuck themselves. You sticked to your guns and dared to make something different, this is artistic integrity, man. And yes, it might be tempting sometimes to jump on the wagon of the juicy incomes from the mainstream hype, but overtime who marked and change history? The jackasses who fed mainstream sheep or the pioneers who dared to think and act differently? “If it is not for everyone it is Art”. Secondly, your passion, constancy, and commitment are impressive and force respect. Yet, in my opinion, the worst that can happen to your project is to make a burn out and loose your passion for your work. You are taking an extend break, you deserve every second of it. And Yes, like probably other people, when I went on Patreon on the 15th eager to discover the last update and realize I will have to wait another 15 days I was disappointed… but the truth is, you simply spoiled us 😊 Once again simply my personal opinion, but I rather have update less frequently made by a passionate, inspired, rested and enthusiast Selebus, than being a spoiled brat and have my update every two weeks. It might not be in the taste of everyone, but you are the creator of this project, the only thing you own to your believers is to make Lessons of Life the best visual novel it can be. Just saying that because you can allow yourself to take more time between updates, the ones who really dig your project will still support and follow you. Just saying 😉 In any case, thank you for your work, your Art and your passion. Happy Birthday to Lessons in Love, I can’t wait for the next update 😉 From a silent believer.

Anonymous

Selebus is the adult genre version of ConcernedApe. The quality and depth of each goes far beyond any of its competitors. I can't wait to enjoy content for many months and years to come.

Dubsington

Congrats on the big milestone. Talent is precious, but not that rare. Ditto for having a strong work ethic. But the intersection of those two abilities is where the special stuff happens. Also, I initially misread the tilde for a hyphen, and thought this announcement was going to be the one-year anniversary of you announcing Niki, which really confused me.

Silenas Mordere

Selebus, you continue to inspire great amounts of emotion and psychological experiences that thousands have come to Love/Hate. Continue to create an atmospheric reading experience that shakes a person down to their most vulnerable, basic form - then you ask them riveting questions - questions that instill uneasiness, doubt, and many other strange emotions. Speaking for myself, here, but having been affected by tragedies - and seeing you and the community still striving for mutual greatness - it means a great deal. As your work continues, more people become aware and perhaps a bit more sensitive to the fact that we can be shaped by suffering and joy alike. To myself, I see how many others have become more conscientious of the sometimes very dark world we live in - it gives me a semblance of peace. I can find slivers of time where I feel at ease, in this world, and in the world of LiL. I find myself replaying so many of the scenes of the game, wholly invested and eerily entranced. For instance, repeatedly subjecting myself to Happy Scenes, just to recapture the initial experiences, then healing myself piece by piece each time. In an oddly cathartic way, those present scenes that quickly unearth deeply-buried things, each time I can feel myself letting parts of the past go. Needless to continue to say, LiL is not for the faint of heart. It's an emotional and psychological roller coaster, and it due to this that it is such a gem in the rough. I'll continue to be here, supporting LiL - in fact, literally shouting to others out of excitement and enthusiasm - about LiL's ability to experiment with the human condition and extract a wide array of reactions from each of us! Cheers to a full year, and here's to even more! ~Megan

Anonymous

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