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Some time ago, I decided that I would no longer complain and whine about my life here. Because at the beginning of the war, I did it regularly. Then I realized that for this there is at least a psychologist or a psychotherapist. But my mother died this morning. Now I feel a huge hole inside me. My mother was a very kind person, although she made many mistakes in her life. I haven't talked to her in the last six months. I never accepted her mistake because it cost me my childhood. I have not yet recovered from the divorce, and here is a new blow of fate. I will not go to the funeral. I just can't stand it. I know for sure that in the near future I will return to my psychotherapy because, looking at my mother's mistakes, I don't want to live not my life and postpone everything. I have a trip planned for 5 days on Saturday. It will no longer be a pleasure, it will be time to be alone with your grief...

Sorry, I hope that was my last rant.

And I also want to say just “thanks” everyone here