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Today I want to tell you how I became a fetish model.

My family has always been poor. I didn't have the opportunity to get a full-time higher education. So from the age of 18, I worked and studied part-time. I have a bachelor's degree in marketing. I started out as a manager of an advertising agency, then as a call centre operator for a bank. After a while, I grew to become a staff training trainer at the bank.

At that time, I got married. My ex-husband was developing as a photographer at the time.

After the birth of my child, I realised that I didn't want to go back to work in the office. I had no more ambitions to become some big manager. I was no longer interested in it.

And it all started with my ex-husband's idea to shoot in leather clothes and use Instagram for that. You already know how it developed.

But what's interesting is that I had a dream to appear in Playboy magazine.

That is, what I do is about my inner sense of myself and this world. More than a year ago, I started psychotherapy and began to understand myself better.

All my work is about my love for my body and myself. It's not about easy money or anything like that. I love money, just like everyone else, but I won't do anything for it. That's why I don't do porn. I love sex, but it's personal for me. I'm not going to trade it.

For a long time I had a lot of complexes about my appearance. That's why I feel that at 36 I look much better and more confident than at 25, for example.

When I officially got divorced, I was able to get completely naked. Although I had no restrictions on this. It was probably some kind of internal manifesto.

But don't expect the same from me now. I'll probably be filming completely naked, but there won't be any close shots. I don't feel this need anymore.

But everything has its drawbacks. Unfortunately, most men pay too much attention to my appearance. But I don't take advantage of that. It is vital for me not to lose my subjectivity. So the last thing I want is to be dependent on a man.

The only time I was on a man's support was when I was pregnant and had a baby.

That's why I ignore any offers of money from male fans. They insult and humiliate me. Just because I'm a beautiful woman doesn't mean I can be bought.

What I love most in this life is freedom. I don't need a luxurious life. It does not attract me.

As my psychologist says, "Kateryna, you are a complicated person, but interesting."