Way back Wednesday (Patreon)

w/@itsdoctorjz. Holy cow you guys. This is an old one - it was Justin and my very first shoot together. I really love my look and the colors in this set, but my posing feels so amateur it makes me cringe. I can see a tiny bit of my current style shining through, especially in that last photo. I hadn't really found that emotive and relaxed eliiiijo polish quite yet and it looks like I was posing how I thought models are supposed to pose. It sounds cheesy to say how important it is to "know your angles", but it's actually quite a difficult skill to refine. Matching how I feel like I look and how I actually look through the lens is like patting your head and rubbing your tummy. It takes a conscious effort to figure out how things will articulate. I don't know how many of you actually care about my modeling insights or anecdotes since I have a suspicion a lot of you are here to see my nipples lol but let's just call it a bonus. There's a part two to this shoot where I was trying to be a swimsuit model. So stay tuned for that tomorrow.