Jumbled w/@singian (Patreon)

I feel jumbled. I've cried a little. Had lots of moments of thankfulness. And tried to see the light at the end of all of this. I'm scared. I can't remember a time I've ever felt so helpless. I woke up at sunrise to shoot in the nice light, but it was raining and there wasn't any, so I'll try again tomorrow. That feels like a metaphor for life right now honestly.